5 years.

5 years without him.

it was unexpected.
we always talked about dreams when we were together..
being with him (after his divorce with my mum)for 3 years is a hidden bliss n i never realize it back in the days.
lived with him for 3 years made me knew him better n Allah let us close to each other in the way that we never realize.

he always spoke about how he want to spend his old days. how he want to see us success in our life.
it was his dream.

we miss him.
i miss him terribly.
his voice.his smile.his grumpy comment about my cooking.his compliment about his favourite food.his cooking smell.

he loved to take me to the dinner.
once a week.
it always a cheat day for us.dinner treat for us.

3 years without my mum beside him made him close to Allah more than he realize.
there is silver lining of his divorced.
he may not be pious n religious but he tried his best to be one.
his reason was he wanted to be the one who solemnizing me in my wedding day.
he said that was be the thing every father should do for their daughter.
but he never stand the chance.

when i miss him.
i hear his favourite song.
i cook his favourite dish.
i do the things he love to do.
talking about him all day long.

since the day he gone.
i was hoping i can find someone like him.
he is my dream guy.
i tried to see him in every guy i met.
luckily, i meet someone nearly similar to him.
someone who love me the way i am.
someone who love my ccoking as much as him.
someone who protect me as much as him.
someone who fill my day as much as him.

but my true hero will always be him.n to find someone like u..its hard.cause it always be you.n the fact is ur gone is hurting me all along.

Al-fatihah.

BURGER SHOP DONE!!

YEAY!!!!

YIHOOOO!!

star for all the stage.!!! akhirnyaa!!

"sye nak mengucapkan ribuan n jutaan terima kasih kepade pihak company saye kerana memberikan saye masa yang terluang untuk saye mencapai kejayaan ini.sebab..saye dibayar bekerja disini untuk me-master-kan setiap level yang ade dalam game ini..tanpe mereka siapa la saye..sekian terima kasih."


krik.krik.kriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik.

THURSDAY BOOKDAY : when i was a kid

buku ni die ade series die..aku baru beli 2 je..dari 3 (for now..)

comel la grafik die..sempoi je lukisan die..macam korang lukis kat buku latihan je...kartunis die memang sempoi..(maybe we can call him as 'doodlist' instead of 'cartoonist')

kartun die ade signature die..lagipon he's quite famous..

dalam buku ni bile korang bace...korang akan rase a part of the book sebab mostly yang die cite tu pernah jadi/buat mase kite kekecik dulu..

buku yang patot ade..sebab nanti mase anak2 dah ramai..n when they start asking about how was we were back in the days..so..senang..suruh dorang bace buku ni..

simple english..senang nak paham.buku ni memang kelaka..so..bulan depan..kit beli When I Was A Kid 3 pulak..hehe

and..ni link blog BOEY
and u can find him in Wikipedia site.. Cheeming_Boey

DRAMADAY TUESDAY : TEMAN LELAKI UPAHAN

sejak jadi suri rumah ni..so..kite pon kena la behave as suri rumah..hahaha
1st thing in housewife checklist is drama.

tengok drama.follow dram tu sampai habes..haha..oleh sebab aku ni 1/2 time housewife..so..aku hanya layan drama waktu petang dan ke atas sahaje..

n...aku memang bebetol layan drama Teman Lelaki Upahan ni..minggu ni ending die...cool la..aku susah nak grip satu drama n tengok sampai habes..salah satu sebab die..pelakon drama tu sendiri..

kekadang ade yang terlebih gedik.ade yang terlebih baik.ade yang keje nak nangis je.that's y aku tengok drama korea..dorang nye cerita complete set..cinta.kawan.family.ilmu..

tapi..drama Teman lelaki Upahan ni..BEST.sebab...

1. pelakon die sempoi.hero die x ensem/sado ..tapi sedap mate memandang..tambah lak watak die yang sempoi but macho.cool. heroin die..sangat rare dri heroin melayu lain..x gedik/innocent/suci ..

2. nilai kekeluargaan yang best.

3. moral values yang bagos.

overall aku belom lagi get over dengan EL..sebab die dreamy tau..sangat macho..he is average joe. muke pon cam someone from our neighbourhood je..plus lak watak die yang memang macho plus funny..

but..aku memang respect abes la ngan director die..sebab..pilih genre klise but change it ro something yang rare..

5/5 stars..

Siti Elizad (Kyra Lydia) & Ungku Ismail Aziz (Ezuwan Lutfi)

pre-trip ke bulan kitorang

hehe..sape kate kitorang xde pegi bulan madu..

even xdela segempak orang lain...vacation at the nicest forest villa in malaysia...haa ngko.ye aku jeles. tapi...kitorang punye honeymoon ade special sendiri..

bagi aku...even pegi balik kampong pon kire honeymoon ye dak?!..yela...memang la no privacy ape kan..tapi bagi aku it's the new things for me n my husband...

so...lau ikot kan...kitorang dah pegi 2kali trip..

1st trip kitorang layan mandi air terjun sg bantang.new things for my husband la kan..sebab die xpernah pegi lagi air terjun kat sini..short trip tapi berbaloi sebab tu la 1st getaway kitorang selame kenal...lau takat gi dating tu mainstream..hikhik...lame dah aku ngidam nak mandi air terjun ngan laki sendiri..hehehe..

best,sebab kitorang pegi ari isnin..so..kitorang je la yg ade kat situ..xbest, sebab kejap sangat..xbest.hukhuk..

sg.bantang ni banyak kenangan aku ngan arwah abah..so..sambil mandi we reminiscing my childhood..

muke penat kenduri n bulat teramat

gambo mandi2..

nampak x..still ade inai lagi tau.hehehe

we are the happy kid!!

2nd trip kitorang layan sungai pahang beb!!trip kali ni kite balik hometown husband titew pulak..KG. NYAK, CHENOR. kebetulan kitorang nak gi berarak antar pengantin(adik ipar aku nye belah lelakinye majlis) so kite selitkan la jugak agenda pre-honeymoon kitorang..hikhik..

tido umah Achik(mak sedare Din) makanan pahang memang the best la wei..n aku sangat amaze ngan semangat keluarga husband aku..dorang very close..n buat orang yang jarang merase balik kg halaman cam aku..aku seronok..

kali ni kite lepak sg pahang sambil buat family picnic tepi sungai..tengok anak2 sedare lompat mandi sungai..rare woii..aku ngn Din xmandi sebab malas..just take a deep breath n talking about childhood memories..

i just love our couple wefie.hehe.

sunset watching at the river bank

budak ni la hai..kemain cute dok lari2 pakai kain batik..anak sedare.

meet my in-laws.mok,ada,yudin.

n belah malam aku belaja buat kuih yang aku xpernah makan..but surprisingly...aku suke..
kuih pena n dodol kukus..Achik memang pakar buat kuih..MakLang the best cooker in family..rendang die terangkat...2 ari 1 malam aku berbaloi sebab dapat rase benda yang selame ni aku xpernah rase...

dodol kukus

kuih pena (aku panggil kuih naruto)

banyak care nak rase honeymoon korang..tapi kalau petik kate din..every trip we had is honeymoon trip..sebab we officially married..mase ni la nak merase bercuti..lagipon lau nak privacy..kat umah sendiri lagi privacy..hehehe..

bunyik cam kedekut..tapi bagi aku...betol jugak..sebab mase ni la nak kenal sedare mare dengan lebih dekat...aku dah la xtau ape2 pasal extended family die mase kitorang kawen..so..proper la kot..spend time tok kenal..

bagi aku pulak.. no matter

date me next time please..

stumble upon this..

say it before it's all too late..

rezeki

sambil lepak2 main game..tetibe aku teringat satu benda...

PHYTOSCIENCE DOUBLE STEM CELL.

benda ni tercome across je..so..aku pon bukak la Google..n terus taip benda ni..

n

WOW!!!!!!!

aku setuju dengan ape yang diluahkan oleh mamat ni..

syafiqsalim.com

opinion die memang kasar tapi ade point...bukan dekat produk ni je..tapi bile melibatkan MLM ni memang kaum kite je yang excited..

bukan senang nak kaye wooo!!lagipon...kite ni cari rezeki biarlah halal n dengan usaha sendiri..bukan dengan air liur je duit bertingkek...ko goyang kaki je...xpyahlaaa...duit yang kite dapat tu semua akan jadi darah daging kite n keturunan kite..

biar sikit yang penting berkat...RM 50 pon kalau berkat usaha..insya-Allah rase nikmatnye...duit berjuta kalau xde usahanya...senang je habis...yelah kan...bile senang dapat..kite senang buang..

pikir2 la beb.

din n korea

malam tadi..

lepas siap masak n kemas umah sambil tunggu baju siap pusing...aku plan nak layan runningman yang aku baru download kat opis tadi...yelaa..lame dah xgelak mesra ngan laptop aku..aku tanya din..die pon kate ok pegi laaa..ape lagi...peluang baik..die x minat sgt korea ni..n die selalu cakap gile ke ape sampai pukul 2-3 pagi tengok korea gelak2..

aku pon sengih..belom tau lagi..benda ni bole berjangkit...heee

 aku : 'pasang runningman..lepak sambil buat kuak lentang atas katil.'
din :  'main fb sambil tengok tv kat ruang tamu'
aku :  HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
din :  'jenguk kepala dalam bilik'
aku :  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
din : 'stil jenguk kepala'
aku : 'layan penuh perasaan'
din : 'dok tepi katil mata kat laptop'
aku n din : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AFTER 10 MIN
din : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
aku : ZzzzzZzzzzZ

pukul 2 pagi........
din : 'HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

seee..aku dah cakap benda ni berjangkit.

passion

minggu ni aku layan drama Doctor stranger.
lepas tengok cite ni baru la aku tau kenape aku xboleh jadi doctor.

seriau siot bile tengok dorang belah dada orang cam xde perasaan je..
silap cungkil je darah pancut2.
silap cucuk je boleh mati woo patient tu..

tapi...sesape yang jadi doctor aku salute korang..sebab sangat pandai..
n korang sangat pandai nak handle situation.

bukan senang woo nak jadi doctor..belaja dah la susah..keje pon same..no wonder gaji besar.
u all worth it..
respect.

tapi..tetibe..aku jeles.
jeles pade sesape yang actually keje bukan sebab duit tapi sebab die suke.
jeles pade orang yang do something they like..so dorang enjoy setiap hari..

work with passion for their passion..but me..work my butt off just to survive.

satu hari nanti aku harap at least sebelum aku tua..aku dapat buat ape yang aku nak..tanpe perlu pikir untung rugi.

head high for that day to come.

DRAMADAY TUESDAY : doctor stranger

minggu ni kite layan cerite ni DOCTOR STRANGER..

nice drama..n also..nice ACTOR...
lee jong suk..1st time aku tengok mamat ni berlakon cerita Secret Garden die jadi gayboy..hehehehe..
park hae jin..1st time aku tengok die dalam family outing..siyes die kesian dalam FO..sebab die lembik..hahahaha..

tapi..1st time aku tengok dorang ni...muke die hampir same...

lee jong suk & park hae jin

due2 aku minat....tapi aku minat lebih dekat yang ni...
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my LEE PARK NAJAMUDIN

hahaha.

xnak kalah ngko die punye tulang pipi..

MONTH-VERSARY

dah sebulan tapi still ag xsedar diri yang die dah jadi bini orang..hahaha..
tapi..siyesly..lepas dah siap sume kenduri...tetibe aku rase nak bersanding lagi sekali..boleh x camtu..hahahahahaha...

tapi...sebulan dah jadi Puan...so far it's not bad at all..it's just bile time nak kene kemas rumah setiap kali balik kerja..liat nye...yela mase bujang duduk ngan mak..pegi keja kemas katil je...tu pon kalau sempat...balik keje tengok rumah dah kemas..tinggal nak masak je..tu pon kadang2..

sekarang ni...balik keje la mase nak buat semua tu...basuh baju..lipat baju..basuh pinggan..masak..sapu n mop lantai..tengok2 jam dah pukul 10 malam...baru plan nak lepak tengok running man...huh..ke lauuuuuut la korea time aku...lepas siap keje umah...badna letih terus tido..besok pagi bangun terus pegi keje..

nasib baik....laki aku suke basuh pinggan n basuh toilet...even die hanye berkhidmat pade hari ahad..tapi aku sangat bersyukur..sebab die nak gak turun tanah ngan bini die..tapi..timing die memang xbest...ari ahad..time tu la aku nak terbongkang lame sikit..

tapi...pembantu aku ni punye timing keje die..kol 8 pagi sharp..alasan die bagos...kite siapkan keje umah sebelum melodi awak start.


ok la.....boleh laaaaa..

so..

HAPPY 1 MONTH-VERSARY FOR US!!!

ni gamba paling syahdu...

btw..aku suke gambo tu sebab xnampak aku gemok.aha.

6 tahun lepas

6 tahun lepas result SPM keluar..

*grad matrix
*lepas MUET
*masuk UTHM
*grad UTHM
*dah kahwin
*dah kerja tapi belom ade kerjaya

see...sume benda ni amek mase 6 tahun je...memule pikir 6 tahun tu mase yang cukup panjang...tapi..xpon..same je..rase cam baru 6 bulan..

good luck guys!!
sebab dunia korang akan berubah 360 degree lepas ni.percaya la!!

welcome to the world!!

p/s : xde gambo kenangan amek result spm..sebab mase tu nak beli henpon kamera pon xde duit...nak beli kamera jauh sekali...hahjaha