ak dan paper io..

hye..


perghh..arini ak da sit for my first paper for my final..huh..IO..huh..


ak blik je umah bbdak bilik ak tnye..


cmne paper??
ssah x??
ok x??
bape bnyk yg ko dpt jwab???


n jwapan ak...


bese r..paper..warne putih saiz A4..
ssah ke x??ak pon xtau nk ltak kat area mne??
ok..err..k.o..errr..ok~~~~kot.......
ak jwab sume..lom tntu ag btol sume...


cmtu la ak ttiap kli abes paper...blur...siyes blur...teraba-raba ak..hahahaha..


tdi pnye paper honestly ak ckp mmg snang..sgt snang..tpi lau korg tau jwapan la kan..tpi nsib bek..ap yg ak smpat belek pagi tdi kuar..lau x mmg wassalam r ak tdi..tpi bnyk gak yg blur ak nk jwab..ak nye skrip jwapan mmg best..cntoh ea...


soalan exam..


describe 4 individual personalities that related to job satisfaction.


jwapan 'bdak yg bodoh pndai'..


four individual personalities that actually related to job satisfaction are (trus tnggal..sbab 30 mnit dok pkir ayt nk merepek ap)


cam tu r most soaln tdi ak jwab...agk2 dpt x 1/2 markah ek??


(^_^)

ni r kitab yg ak kne bce smalam..ok..pasni ak ley msokkan die dlm kotk..or ad sspe x nk beli..

ok..one down..4 to go..esok pas marketing ak nk blik umah jap..sbab gap ak semnggu kot..blik lu..lpak2 tenang2 pale..huhuhu


















p/s:tdi pgi ak mmpi arwah abah ngn alien..ley lak mreka kamceng dlam mmpi ak tu..haila..ttbe rndu kat abah..tpi tdi jmpe alien..die pki beg yg ad gmbo alien..maybe ni last time ak jmpe die..pasni msti ssah nk jmpe mke die kn??? (T_T)

hop n ak pon ter-hop skali..

hey all!!


ok meh lyan trailer muvie ni..







ap?? ap?? ak xgi tgk pon ok..ok..la..ak admit..ak g tgk muvie ni..tadi..ye..esok ak ad paper..ye..ak tau..gile kan??so..that is totally me..no...not only me..three of us..

yeah that's us..3 weird people with weird attitude..

tdi sebenonye mmg xmo gi mmane..nk dok umah je..then ttbe yana dtg..pastu dok meleset kat tepi ak..buat mke arnab die..haila..mmg ak xthan la ngn godaan die...hahahaha..pas die da dpt attempt ak..kitorg mulekan pakatan goda nor lak..sbab..lau ckup 3 bru gmpk BP mall tu..well..ak ngn yana just perlukan 15 mnit je nk attempt nor..dlm kitorg 3org..nor r yg pling ssah nk attempt..


imagine..nor yg ssah tu pon just perlukan 15mnit je nk cair..lagi r ak..dlm 5 mnit ak da siap pkai bju..bkn agree je..tros pkai bju..hahahaha..mmg ssah r kitorg ni...


then after siap pon kitorg gi la lpak-ing kat BPmall tu..hermmm..lyan muvie..then blik...


tu je r xtiviti ak..lin ngn team basketball gi lwan kat BP tdi ptg..well..dorg klah..tpi ak still bngge gak r..sori guys xdpt join..sbab paper ak esok..so..even xstudy pon ak need rest yg ckop..logik x alsan tu..agpon ak still xlyak ag nk join game tu..men pon ke longkang mmg x r..huhuhu..


sebenonye..mse nk wat entry ni hdop ak tgh misery kot..tpi..mse on da way tgh tulis ni..ak hepi blik..ntah r..hepi sgt kot..ttbe pipi sakit sbab sengih terlalu lame..


ak pon plik dowh..siyes plik..ak xprnh rse camni..siyes..pelik..prnh x rse hdop korg cam xlngkap..cam ad yg korg xpuas ati..well tu yg ak rse smlm..ak rse ak da wat bnde yg btol ngn remove die..tpi..len mcm je...then..bile da add blik..ak rse cam terbang ke langit kot..rse bebas gile..rse best je...mmg r mse nk klik btg add tu muke ak turn to red kn..ye r..bengang gak r..mne r tau die pkir ak ni xtau malu ke..ye r..da remove pastu nk add die blik..haila..tpi pas tkan..hati ak jdi tnang...hehehehe..siyes..ni bkn ak dowh...but i am happy..hahahahaha...tdi jmpe die pon..mke die layu je..cian die pnat study r tu..huhuhuhu..




(^___________________________________________________^)












p/s:pasni da xnk r main remove2..klaka then ak lak yg cm bangang..hbat...mmg hbat..adkah ak normal..??da dpt mood study..thanx..

cool blog n ak..

oink2!!


ak da pening dowh..well..slalu bile ak da pening bce note mmg mse ak end up kat blog ni r kn..


so..arini da ari rabu kn..so tggal bpe ari ag nk start first paper..so..mmg ssah gak r nk cover sume skali chapter ak tu..argghh!!da la...mlas  nk pkir..ak pon xpham npe r this sem ak mlas gile nk study review..




bile da mlas ak pon mnje kn mata ak..cian dowh kat mata ak..huhu..tadi roomate ak kuar gi bndar BP..so ak pon kirim la cool blog kat die..korg tau kan cool blog..lately ni ak slalu craving bnde ni..

tpi..yg sdeynye..ttiap kali ak nk mnum bnde ni..msti something happen..


1st day ak craving bnde ni..ak soh yana beli..kbetulan die nk kuar mse tu..tpi..xdpt gak..sbab..die terstuck kat bndo tu smpai pagi esok..sbab xde bas nk blik..ok..


then..esoknye roomate ak pon nk kuar gak...die angkut ak skali..sbab ak keje merengek je nk mnum bnde ni..kbtulan mmbe die sewa kete..ak pon ikot je r..tpi..xdpt gak mnom bnde ni sbab kitorg stuck je kat perwira ni..kitorg tunggu pnye tnggu..mmat keta sewa tu xmncul2..cehh..


then..esoknye..ak mmg da xthan nk mnum bnde ni..so..ak angkut yana ngn nor gi BP mall cri bnde ni..at last dpt gak..


then..tdi..ak nk mnum ag bnde ni..kbetulan roomate ak gi bnda..so..ak pon kirim la kat die..tpi..xdpt..sbab kdai tu blackout..dlm bbnyak kdai yg ad kat stesen bas BP tu kdai cool blog je yg black out..so..nk wat cmne..


mmg jdoh ak ngn cool blog ni xkuat kan..??huhu












p/s:org kte lau kite remove org tu means that kite yg xbley lupe org tu..so..remove ke x??

sychotic???

hi..


lpas pning nk pkir cmne nk cover sume bab yg msok dlm IO paper ak isnin ni..ak llpak kat blik mmbe ak..then..




ad stu cite yg interesting..


korg pernh x dgr cite org yg admire org smpi jdi sycho..ermm..ttbe pas dgr cite mmbe ak ni..ak tros terpkir..ak pnye thap mnat kat alien tu smpi sycho x ek??er..ye ke??adkah ak da gile??errrr..sram siot..


ok..nk cite sume pon xbley..sbab ni privacy org kn..so.ak ad nsihat skit r kt org yg mmbuatkn mmbe ak sengsara..even..ak rse yg that guy mmg xkn dgr apepon nsihat dri org sekeliling die..tpi..


ADA AKU KESAH!!


so..to that guy..tolongla berenti..dont waste any of your time anymore..life must go on..klu da mcm tu..bkn setia ag nmenye..tpi..menyeksa..lau cmni crenye ko x syg pon kat die tpi ko obses kat die..please stop it..




cite mcm ni pon ad moral of the story die kat ak..ak kne stop like alien..sbab ak xmo jdi sychotic sbab alien..ak pon xnk jdi beban kat hdop org yg ak mnat..hehehe..


eeeii..sram ak..


ak pon rsenye lom ag nk jdikan mnat ak kat alien tu beban hidup ak..well..ak ad ag 3 thun kot kat dlam u ni..ak akn jmpe ag rmai org slame ak kat sini..lau xde pon..hdop ak bkn habes pas 3 tahun kat u ni kn??insya-allah..hdop ak pnjg ag tok pkir n mnat kat die sorg je..so..ye..ak rse pas abes hdop ak kat dlm perwira ni r mse pling best ak nk move on..so tggal bpe ari ag kan??


sbab klu ak xblaja nk let go..maybe..pasni ak lak jdi the next sychotic..or maybe..ak ley join venture ngn that guy kn..wat klab pminat tok org yg kitorg admire..eeeiiii...SRAM AK!!! nauzzubillah-min-zalik..

xmo jdi cmni..nk brenti la mnat kat org..hukhukhuk

well..we just need to open our heart wider to see that..(kecewa)

p/s:just a little bit..n after this no more alien..he will gone..he must gone..cause i dont want to be a burden to his life.. (T_T)

a memorable song

my dad's favorite song..covered by a smart boys..sungha jung..

check on his site..nice melody..
sungha jung official site

blank space

ttbe blur..


ttbe blank..


ttbe kosong..


ak tgh sonok wat IO ni dowh..siyes..ahahaha..


jgn rsau its just a sarcastic sentences..


fuhhh..lega..ingtkn mat da kurang centre da..no..i am still normal..still make sense..sebenonye..ak bru start bukak IO mlm ni..bese r..mlm ni da mlm jumaat..tggl bape ari ag ak da start 1st paper dowh..cuak dowh..da la carry mark ak cam bangang..xlulus pon..ntah cmne r nk skor sem ni..sem lpas da ok..sem ni  ag..haila..bale2..


xpe..can do it..can do it..but now i am sleepy..uhuh..???

ak ske ltak gmbo bbukan kn???










p/s:alien's back..blur..blank space..

messy days..

hye all..


arini..i've done nothing..nothing at all..no books..no study..no..no..


just sitting..lying in bed..


why..???


cause i dont know..dont know why..huh..shit!! my final is just around the corner..n i feel sucks..huh..dammit..dont like that..


ok.enough merungut..lau nk ikotkan..ak mmg tgh dok study da arini..saat ini..tpi ap yg ak wat??xde pape..huh..


tdi..ak gi kampus induk jap..meet my lecturer..for a consultation about my marks..luckily..die nk bgi skit markah kesian..huhu..luv ya mr.fahmi..


pas da jmpe ngn mr.fahmi..ak pon gi singgah kat kdai buku kjap..then..before ak msok kdai buku tu..ak nmpk..sorg bdak yg tgh jlan ngn bpak die..n ak smpat catch a glimpse kat dorg 2 org..


ttbe ak jeles kat bdak tu..sbab die ad abah yg ley pimpin die jlan..n his father's hand just like my abah's..ooo..how i miss him..


without u with me..i need to be strong..help me please, Allah..i miss his tender touch..miss how much he care about us..let him be happy there..always..thanks for bringing me to the world..

my laugh is your happiness..cause you are the one who taught me how to smile brightly..








p/s:talking to the moon..cause alien is there..at the moon..wish u were here..please be here alien..

100th post entry..

salam allz..


this is my 100th entry post..!!??..congrate to me??!!..hahaha..congrate sbab mmg hbat mrepek..


ok..today is not a special day but just nk ckp kat sini yg ak da lpas gian kat my cool blog..huhu..tdi gi BP mall ngn yana n nor..ok..here was the plan..

esok kite gi BP mall nk cri cool blog n papa roti je ok?

but...

duit kitorg singgah lalu kat..

- karoke..13songs..

-muvie..just go with it..

-pizza hut..hawaiian chicken n chicken masala..

siyes pasni ak xnk bajet bile nk kuar..no more plan..sbab kitorg mmg x stick pon kat plan tu..cam shit!!huh..

tpi muvie tdi best gak..pnat glak..nseb bek xrmai org..kakaka..

well..sbab ni entry yg ke -100..so..we go a little bit slow..

tdi tgh dok tgk karoke ngn lyan muvie..ad stu persamaan situasi..

ni lgu last ak karoke tdi..lgu ni ad meaning yg tersndri bgi ak..




ni trailer cite yg ak lyan tdi..

watak dlm cite yg smpan perasaan ssame sndiri..but they keep denying the fact that they need each other and fall in love with each other..and the ending is..they can't be together because they not brave enough to admit the feeling..


story board tok muvie yg ak lyan tdi mostly sme..tpi ending die lain cket..happy ending la..


n ttbe ak terpikir..

the one who want u or the one u want to be with u

which one??

for me???

p/s: help me to stop thinking about u..please..

craving..

aii..


arini ak nk wat bnyk entry..so??biar r kan..my blog my way r kan..nk post berlmbak entry pon ap korg kesah pon..huhu.


ok..tgh dok lyan surf net..ak ngn my roomie..pon terpkir nk try search info psal kasut basketball kat market..well..nike..reebok..adidas..


demm nice..


siyes craving gaban r ak..


check this out k..

this is nike air jordan..women nye..purple..likey..

adidas..smart..

ni sneakers reebok..tpi lau ak..ak balun gak msok court..

so..ni ak nk share jadual exam ak lak..sje..ttbe nk gtau korg yg ak akn bz..hahaha..

kredit to my classmate la..

oo..ak lpe..ak pon craving nk mnum bnde ni..ttbe lak gtal mlm ni..nk cool blog..

ak mmg da lme berknan ngn die ni..hehehehehe..how i wish u were mine..^^

pic ni taken pki bb mmbe ak..ak pon craving nk bb or hp yg pki keypad qwerty..huhuhu..

mat..mat..bnyk lak bnde yg die nk nye..xpe..t keje leklok..belajo tol2 dlu..

dreaming is great..to achieve the dream is tough..

p/s:bnci r jdi degil ni..tpi xkire nk gak ckp..RINDU..nk kate ak gile ke ap ke..dont care..cian die ad org mnat die cam ak..

study week dont be so weak..

hey guys..


arini ari ahad..then..ak mmg xde wat pape since pago tdi..eh..nope..tdi pagi dok baling bola kat court blakang TSN tu..huh..bosan..bape bnyk kali tryout xmsok2 gak..bosan sunggoh..ssah bile ati xde kat bdan ni..


ap mat??ati xde kat bdn??uik..plik2..


xpe ignore je r kepelikan tu ye..


x penting.


mlm smalam ak attend dinner..well..like an annual dinner gak r..best gak r..not bad r..yg pnting mkn mlm smalam free..jimat den..hahaha..beriani aym tu..smlm before go to dinner..ak cek my MP3..my baby sams had been attacked by the viruses..thanx god..i can fixed it..or else..maybe i need to wave a tearful goodbye to my baby sams..tsk..tsk..


so..pas blik training tdi..ak ttido then terbgun pas bdn ak da pnat sgt tido..huhu..then i've got a message from my friend..


he was injured last night when he was playing with his friend..n now he just lying on the bed..


n reaksi ak..


ak sgt mrah..ye..sgt2 mrah..


ak xske la..kkwan ak injured ke..skit ke..or ap2 yg ley wat ak worried..llagi skang ni tgh study week kn..so..ak hope korg dpt la jge diri tu bbaik..hargai la diri korg tu..sbab..korg tu da la jauh dri family..and skang ni kne r jge diri sbab t xdpt nk fokus study..so..take a good care of urself k..


so..to all my friends..love your own self before love somebody else..show to people u can take a good care of urself before take care another person..


errr...???


(bunyik cengkerik)..




















p/s:bye..see ya..jgn blik llame k..

goodbye lullaby

helloo..


wei..arini ak tkar font sbab ak bru tgk cover album bru avril lavigne..goodbye lullaby..


smart..ak ske tgk die..sbab the emo side die ag cool..

smart kn??comey tol r minah ni..tpi mmbe bek ak da xske die da..he said..she's a whore..no offence..


bgi ak..she come with the full package..cute face..cute voices..cool behavior..like her..n also i think she's strong..


ok..enough story psal avril..papepon..llagu die mmg best..lyan kpale..


arini ari sabtu..training ak start ptg for this week..da r ptg..then kat court blakang TSN...huaaaaa!!xmo gi ley x???


malu r..hukhukhuk..


ak bgun agk awal gak r arini..sbab akak bilik ak nk grak blik kedah ppagi tdi..tu yg die grak stu blik..huhuhuhu..

kak faz..t blik sini bwak serunding daging ea...

ok..mnggu ni xley nk lpak kat mmane..sbab no money r bro..well..no money no talk r kn???walks needs money for me...agipon..xde ssape nk ajk ak kluar..

yana..da kuar ngn pakwe die..

nor..dok tidor xbgun2 ag(mse ak tgh tulis ni..nor still tido)

lin..pon sme

amin..cam mlas je nk ajk die..sbab lau kuar ngn die..mmg lmbt r ak blik..ptg ni ad training..

alien..err..die xmo kuar ngn ak..

so..ak dok dpan laptop je r ye..update status..wat entry..huh..

i wish i had a BOYFRIEND now..

i wish i had my ZAIMAS now..

i wish i had my MONEY now..

waaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

lapo la..tpi mlas nk grak kafe..maybe ak ley msak nasi je..sbab sambal ikan bilis yg ak tapau aritu ad ag..huhuhuhu..ckup kot..

p/s: alien blik mars esok..da la lme bru blik bumi..lau ak bosan cam skang..camne??spe nk tman ak..tpi die kate die blik sbab lau kat sini die xley study sbab ak slalu kcu die..xpela blik la..lau die ad kat sini ak pon xabes2 nk kcu die..jhat kan ak???sori r sbab slalu kcu die..hehehehe..have a safe journey..take care.. ^^

status fb yg best n huraiannye dri persepsi mat..

helloo!!!


sile bce greets ak ngn nada ceria..ye..ceria..


many reason why i am happy today..


1. klas ak for this sem is totally over..yeah!!!its totally over baby!!
2. ak kenyang..ak dpt mkan kat arked..
3. ak jmpe die..someone that i used to admire back then..someone from my past..


ok..tu je kot sbab wat ak hepi..yg len..ermmm..ad gak r yg len..tpi tu antre yg top 3 r..


arini ak terbce satu status kat fb..

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special , then suddenly leaves you hanging , and you have to act like you don't care at all .

errmm..ak pon tgh rse bnde yg sme sebenonye..tpi mlas nk pkir bnyak sgt..sbab ak da set mind ak..xmo pkir bnde2 cmni bile da dkat nk final ni..

lau ad sspe yg pon tgh rse bnde cam ni..ak ad advice cket tok korg..

for ssape yg rse bnde cmni..dlm erti kata lain..korg yg rse ditinggalkn..

senang je dowh..lau korg yg ditinggalkan..ak pham..mmg ssah tok korg say goodbye kat memory tu..ye r kan..da r korg minat kat org tu..then..dorg pon lyan korg..after that..dorg lak yg abandon korg..so mmg mereka tu dlm kalangan org2 yg siooottt..huhuhu..

tpi..tu xbermakne korg x ley langsung move on..korg ley wat sbab dorg tu nothing..dorg x deserve korg pon..dorg ptot bangge n appreciate yg ad gak org yg nk mnat korg..

mngkin dorg ptot pkir bnde ni..dlm beribu org yg wujud kat dlm dunia ni..knape la dorg yg kite mnat n give our attention to them..dorg ptot appreciate ap yg kite rse kat dorg..

xpe..maybe ad ag org yg ag bgos dri dorg outside there..bese r..kite msti akn jmpe yg slah dlu..bru jmpe yg terbaik tok hdop kite..

then..now tok org yg meninggalkan lak ye..

xpela..korg mmg da pkir diri korg da market kn??so..xperlu la nk look at person yg mnat korg tu..ye r..da r xcomey..xensem..xjambu..watpe nk appreciate kn??

tu normal..agipon bkn nye korg nk dorg mnat kat korg..da tuhan kurniakan wajah yg agk market tok korg..so tu bkn slah korg 100% r lau ad yg mnat korg kn...btol x???

xpe lau ad sspe yg trase diri tu termsuk dlm golongan ni..jgn ssah hati..bkn slah korg pon org cam kitorg ni admire korg..btol dowh..siyes..korg xslah ape2..lau kitorg rse special pon bkn slah korg..slah kitorg..sbab kitorg yg prasan..heheheehe..

-_-"

opinion korg???

jgn slah sngke..ye ak bkn tgh emo mse wat entry ni..btol xmrah..siyes..

huhuhuhu..

lau ak jmpe mamat cmni pnye cute kan bgos..then..bkn ak mnat die..tpi die yg mnat ak..huhuhuuhuhu..

p/s:even ak tau die mnat org len..tpi ak still nk gak mnat die..dgil kan ak???

lappy = ak??

lau hdop ak ni cam lappy..

ak just nk stu bnde je ag yg ad kat dlm hdop ak..


ak nk butang shut down ad kat ak..
alah..menatang yg ad mse korg nk shut down lappy tu..


ak xberjaye r nk paste screen ..hukhukhuk..sspe ad lappy tau la ye..bnde yg ak cbe smpaikan ni..


ok..lau korg da pham ap yg ak cbe smpaikn..ni cite die..


bile korg ad butang yg mcm yg ak cube ak smpaikan ni..akn ad bbrape plihan..


switch user- lau ad bnde fungsi ni dlm sistem bdan kite..hati kite msti ag snang ditukar milik..teetttt..


log off n lock- bile ati kite snang bertukar milik sbab fungsi yg ad kat ats tu..kite msti akn rse bosan..so..ni la fungsinye butang lock tu..sbab..snang untuk kite kunci ati kite..mne r tau kite da jmpe 'the one'...kite ley trus lock ati kite..


restart- ok..butang ni mmg amat pnting..n ak mmg nk sgt..sbab..dgn adanye butang ni..ak ley nk restart hdop ak..bese r hidop msti ad pnyesalan kn..so..dgn adenye butang ni..kite ley restart blik ap yg xkne..


sleep- butang ni pnting..bile kite da pnat pkir psal hdop n msalah..kite ley tkan butang ni then trus ...tido..zZzzZzZz


hibernate- bile kite pnat n letih sgt..kite ley tros hibernate..then trus..huhuuhuhu..






entry ni jdi pas otk ak sesak ngn statistik..huhuhu..








p/s:a little too not over u..but trying to get over you...it a must..i need to..need to get over you..u want it to be over so its over.. full stop..

adik ak..

pnas ati gile!!!!

tgh dok syok2 me-rilex2-kn diri ak kat umah..n hoping yg ak akn blik ari ahad t..ttbe dpat call..

"mat, kames ni ad test statistik.pre-test"

WTH..WTF..

well reaksi ak..

"la yeke??ooo..ak mmg xkesah die nk wat test..lgipon ak mmg suke org main2-kn perasaan ak ni..eh..xpe..tu mmg hobi smpingan ak..blik umah bru shari then kne blik sini blik"

so..lau korg jdi ak..mmg ati ak pnas..siyes panas..tpi nseb bek ak xwat ayt yg ley mnusuk jiwa..even..ak cian kat adik ak..tu nseb bek ak dok study kat Batu Pahat je..lau watnye ak ni terlebey pndai then ak gi study nun jauh kat USA tu..ag prah..hahaahahha

huh..even shari je spend day ngn adik kesygn ak tu..ak ad cite best nk story..

slalu kite cite psal ak je kan??lau advance ckit msti kite bkak story psal alien..kn??arini nk cite psal adik ak..

well..ak ade 2org adik..sorg pompuan..sorg ag llaki..yg pompuan tu thun ni bru form 4..then yg llaki tu bru darjah 2..jauhkn jarak kitorg..huhuhu..

so..yg llaki tu nme die SAADAM ALBANJARI BIN IDRIS..ap??plik??mmg nme die plik sket..t lau ad mse n ak ni ad mood lbey ak gtau asal usul nme die ni..family kitorg pnggil die ADAM je..

smlm bru r ak tau yg adik ak ni sgt sng kne buli oleh kkwan die..lau ak ngn adik pompuan ak agk ganas..adik llaki ak ni terblik skit..die yg agk lembik..ok..mmg jhat ckp adik sndri camtu..tpi adik ak xseganas n sebrutal akak2 die..

smlm..die blik skola..then ngn mke toya..die pon mndaki tngge nk smpai umah..mak ak yg dok usha die dri ats da tau da..

"ni msti kes gadoh kat skola tdi ni..tu yg mke lebek je"

dan2 adik ak smpai..mak ak tros tnye..awat mke cam tempe basi je..adik ak ngn airmata berjuraian pon ngadu..

"farhan tumbuk adam"

ak yg tgh dok lipat baju pon tgak kpale..siapakah si durjana yg brani mnumbuk adik ak??cewah2..die pkir adik ak ni ubi ke ap main tibai2 je??meh ak tibai skali kpale die bru die tau sape ank Idris..!!

tpi..lom smpat ak bkak lngkah nk gi attack umah die..mak ak tnye dulu adik ak..spe yg start dulu..spe yg tumbuk spe dulu..ak yg tgh pnas pon dok tnggu smbil tgk drama kat tv..

lpas 30 mnit soal siasat bru r tau yg adik ak pon slah gak..die yg gi jolok sarang tebuan tu dulu..la..da tu cmne nk wat ag..terpakse la ak glak je tgk muke xpuas ati adik ak..da la muke skit kne tumbuk..ati ag sakit sbab mak ak lak yg pukul die sbab dok takut kat org..yg ak ngn adik ak yg pompuan than telinga je r..sbab abes sepetang mak ak dok membebel..haila..

pas my step-father blik bru r adik ak smbung ag nangis n ngadu..klaka tol..bdak2..tu r die kan..lau kite jdi mak ni kne sabo bbanyak r..lau x mmg kite yg ley berparang psal hal anak2..huh..ssah gak jdi mak ni kan??akal kne matang..ermm..lau cmtu..ak rse lgi berthun r bru ak ley jdi mak..hehehehehe..

ni r adik ak..SAADAM ALBANJARI

p/s:sori..just sorry..xtau pon alien bz fix die nye kpal angkasa..yeke?? xkesah la btol ke x..yg pnting tu yg ak pkir..die bz fix kpal angkase die..so..xley nk terase ag k mat..huhuhu..

hepi + bengang = pingang????

huiloo


ok.arini ak update pkai pc kat cc..bkn sbab ap..ak kat umah ak skang ni..bese r lau blik mne ad line wifi..umah ak mmg x install nk line wifi sbab mak ak xmo adek ak dok melangut dpn laptop chatting..cam ak..hahahahahaha...


so ni r jdinye..mrempat lpak kat cc..hahahahaha..da la cc ni bising..haih..da mcm msuk klab da ak ni..


ok.ak ad cite nk share..mmg bengang r ak tdi..


ok.ak blik nek bas smpai termnal bas batu pahat..bese r kan..pas abes klas io pgi tdi..ak trus loncat blik..mlas tnggu llame..excited tu..hahaha


so dlm bas causeway pon xrmai org..so ak plih port best then..


ak nmpk mke mmbe ak tgh dok kusyuk dgr lecture..haik..apakah ini??


"dik,bgun.da smpai da ni"


spe lak yg ckp ak da smpai ni.smpai mne lak ni??tdi kan ak tgh dok syok dgr kuliah dr.nor..


"dik,bgun.da smpai da ni"


tpi jap.tsi kan ak nek bas nk blik jb..ak bkak mate then nmpk mke sorg mamat ni kat dpan mate ak..ak pon terkebil2..die ag terkebil2..


"err..awak da smpai da.."


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ak rembat beg..tros bla..bengang gile mke ak..haila!!!


mlas nk toleh blakang..BENGANG SIOOTTT!!!


rse2 cmne r hodohnye muke ak tido kn???erghh..nightmare..
-_-"


kol 5 tdi ak smpai umah..sampai2 je mak ak da msak sambal tempe..perghhhh..mmg syiok r..xsmpat wat ap..ak tros rembat pnggan.hahahahaha..


ok r.mlas nk llame kat cc ni..lmas..bising gile.














p/s:i am more fragile now..so..please..dont throw me away..please stay..stay like always..

bengang

hi alls!!!


how u doing?
happy??
or....misery???


well..lau ak lak..mood ak..ermm..maybe ok maybe not r ye..


mlas nk lyan feeling r..pnat r jdi emo2 ni..bkn ad org nk pjuk pon bile kite bad mood ke..sbab ak ni ssah nk emo..so..org pon slalu abandon feeling ak..cehhhh..ayt touching..blah r mat..hahahahaha..


msti lau ad sspe yg terbce blog ni..ssah nk identify feeling ak..btol tu..mne ley tau feeling org trough reading kn???


lau korg ak in real life pon korg akn ad msalah nk tau bile emo ak tergnggu..well..korg xley nk identify mood ak trough my face expression..sbab most of the time mke ak mmg cmni..(comey)..^^


well.. tu r the good pretenders..smile at the surface..cry in the bottom..


xpe..tu r bnde yg ak plih..so..xpe..ak hepi..sbab with that..ak jdi lbey kuat n maybe skit matang..huhuhuhu..


ok..arini nk cite psal ap ek??


eh, mat..yg dok pnjg berjela kat ats tu bkn cite arini ke??


er.r..r..r..x r..tu intro je.


-_-'


no wonder follower xrmai..


biar r..yg pnting ak hepi..huh..


xpe..arini ak cite stu cite yg agk bangang gak r..last thursday r ea..ok..even da lmbt, ak nk gak cite..hahaha..


ok..cite die cmni..emo tergnggu ak ni..da start since last week sebenonye..tpi xde mse nk post sbab bengang..tu yg mlarat ni..so..ari kames aritu ak ad discussion kt library..kbtulan lak mlm tu ad klas kol 8 kat library gak..so..ak mlas r nk ptah blik hostel..agpon kat hostel ad msalah air..so ak stay je r kat kampus induk..


then ak lpak kat masjid..ok2..ak tau..ak mmg baik kn??xpe..da rmai yg ckp..


so..pas siap smayang ap sume..ak pon grak r nk gi tnggu bas..mse tu jam da kol 7.30..klas ak start kol 8..lau kire2..pas r smpai kat library..so..pas cucuk duit ak nmpak bas sikun jaya..


ok..here are some info..


kat u ak ad 4 jnis bas yg akn ulang alik dlm kampus..xpe..sume free..jgn rsau..xde caj tmbhan ye..


1. bas colourplus-bas ni bas dri hostel ak..perwira..then bas ni akn pusing induk then kuar blik perwira..
2. bas sikun jaya-bas ni  dri melewar..then pusing2 induk pastu blik melewar..
3. bas tmn u-bas ni from hostel tmn u..
4. bas kmpus bndar-bas ni special nk grak dri kmpus bndar gi hostel tmn kelisa n gi kmpus bndar.


so..tgh dok tnggu2..ak nmpk bas sikun jaya..ngn xrse ap2..ak pon nek je r..ngn confident n bngge nye ak nek..ye r ..msti ak smpai klas awl mlm ni..hahahahahaha..mne r tau dpt extra mark ke...hahahaha


tpi..yg ak plik..apsal bas ni x u-turn msuk induk..tpi die kluar pgar..jgn ckp bas ni nk blik melewar!!!!


ye btol tu..bas ni bkn nk ronde induk tpi nk blik melewar!!!!!!!!!huAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!


ak yg kt dlm bas da cm cacing kpanasan da..mklom la..dlm bnyak2 hostel yg wujud under u ak ni..melewar je r ak xprnh jjak kaki ag..da la bas nk gi induk ssah nk dpt kat sini..ngn ak yg xtau nk tnggu bas kt ne ag..dgn mlmnye..haila..msak ak...jeling jam da pkul 7.45..lau bas da grak cmne??kol bpe bru ley smpai induk blik???


mmg sengal..tpi nsib ak baik..sbab mse bas yg ak nek tu smpai..ad bas ag stu tgh standby nk grak kuar..fuhhh..


da la ngn xmndi nye..(xde air ok..) pastu jmpe dak2 klas ak dlm bas..dorg da pndg plik..ap yg ak wat senja2 smpai melewar..da dok dlm bas tu..ak da glak..nk glak kuat2 tpi jap ag org pndg plik lak..hahahahaha..ak story kat mmbe ak..die pnye ayt..

bongok gak dak ni.

so..klaka ke..sdey ke????

ad something yg ak nk share..ni translation for lgu yg ak ske dgr lately ni..

If you feel it's a burden that all my senses are focused only on you, I will leave now 
If I made you suffer 'cause I couldn't control my feelings, I will go now 
I was afraid that like a "hook", you might fly away from my side 
I couldn't say "phew..." and rest even for a day 

I didn't know then that I was hurting you with my foolish obsession 
Just know this before you go; that I am a man who only wanted to love you 

So stupid was I, an idiot, a scumbag who couldn't even protect you 
If you stay beside me 'till the end, you'll be more heartbroken, you might fall 

It's a good thing that someone who will set you free will come to your side, will come to your side 
I'm not gonna make any more of trivial excuses, don't look so sad 

With my mouth shut, I only wanted to wish your happiness; I am not that man , no 
With a puff  in the cold wind; I warmed up your cold hands 

Deep within my arms, after a year, we had our first kiss 
I gave myself to you, I always do 

Just know this before you go; that I am a man who only wanted to love you 
So stupid was I, an idiot, a scumbag who couldn't even protect you 

If you stay beside me 'till the end, you'll be more heartbroken, you might fall 

It's a good thing that someone who will set you free will come to your side, will come to your side 

Thank you for giving me happy memories; you go on and don't remember, forget everything 
Don't look at me with worried eyes, I'm fine 

Someday all my heart's wounds will be cured 
Someday I will meet a nice person 
Forget! 

Yeah, forget everything and hurry up and go! 
Before I change my mind and hold onto you 
Out of habit, I might call you without knowing 
hello hello hello hello 

Missing you crazy, even if I'm at your door, be cold
Just know this before you go; that I am a man who only wanted to love you 

So stupid was I, an idiot, a scumbag who couldn't even protect you 
If you stay beside me 'till the end, you'll be more heartbroken, you might fall 
It's a good thing that someone who will set you free will come to your side, will come to your side.

p/s:dislike when u r not in the mood cause my head keep spinning to know what happen to u..dislike when i cant help u..even u dont want to..