truth of the beautiful...

bkak2 fb..then ak teringat stu komen psal stats ak mse Maal Hijrah smlm..


stats ak pnye bnyik lbey krg mcm nk change for good r thun ni..then ad stu komen mmbe ak...


'lau nk change ubah la jdi halimatun..lau x slame ni mat je'


ak yg bce pon terkedu...hahahaha..terpana skjap...cmne nk buat kn..xsgke lak ad org nk ak change jdi cmtu...well..for the time being...ak just bleh glak je la tgk komen tu...ahahahaha...


bkn ap...spe xnk tnjuk side ayu diorg kn...ak ad reason npe ak xnk jdi ayu...antrenye:


1. ak xnk boifren ak ssah ati everytime kitorg kuar..yela..bile ak jdi ayu..ak mmg sorg yg sgt ayu...so..sian kat die...juling lak mte nnti lau nmpak org lain pndg ak...cian kat die..


2.ak xnk pompuan lain pndg ak mcm nk tlan nasi lpas ter-stuck 3ari kat planet yg xde nasi...biase r..pompuan...ak pham..sbab ak pon sme..lau nmpak mke yg lawa skit je...msti mte ak skit...lagi2 lau sume llaki nk pndg org yg ayu..nyampah...so..demi kebahagiaan sejagat la kirenye ak jdi cmni..noble heart tol ak ni kn??


3.ak xnk overshadow kkawan ak bile ak kuar mgm dorg..well..sume org deserve happiness kn???ak syg kwan2 ak...ak nk dorg slesa bile kuar ngn ak...


so..tu la sbab ak xnk jdi terlalu ayu...xpela...kie bgi chance kat org lain dlu r rse hidup jdi ayu...sbab lau ak step in..sian kat dorg..kn???

so..world will be better kot lau org cmni je jdi ikon ayu..k..peace..


beauty or not...we are who we are..jgn tkot xde spe yg nk kat korg..lau korg llaki...xsume pompuan ckap Lee Min Ho tu ensem...Cristiano Ronaldo tu sexy..n xsume ckap Farid Kamil tu macho...xrmai gak pompuan tu ckap Barrack Obama tu berkarisma..so..just be who u r....nk tau x...as long as korg pndai nk amek ati..da kire ok la kot....tpi tu depends gak kn...be urself is the best...lgipun skang ni llaki kn mkin skit...so korg sume ad chance..hahaha..


so..for kaum pompuan lak...jge hdop bek2..n dri kite sbaik mgkin..da ckup kot....arrange hidop kite bbaik..then..akn ad someone yg akn pndg ke arah kite...pndg kite ngn baik...pndg tnpe perlu tgk klu2 kite ni ad ciri2 yg sme x ngn Megan Fox or Angelina Jolie...klu jmpe llaki cmni..da tgglkn je..ni type2 mmat yg xgne ni...xprnh gi skola..or pling trok buta tv...cetek pengetahuan..dorg ni mmg type xtau perbezaan Megan Fox ngn Sarimah yg berlakon cite Kassim Selamat tu...pham????

natural beauty...

plastic beauty...

judge wisely..lau mke pon plastik..prangai...pure ke???


rum8 ak pkat tido..nyte o morning..hahaha








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truth of heart..

bru abes tgk cite korea ter-latest yg ad dlm laptop ak...(laptop rum8 ak..sbab lappy-baby ak tinggal kay umah..)biase r kan..nme pon exam week..so..ak kne jauhkn bnde2 yg mndtgkn kealpaan dri ak...hahaha...bnyik ayt bgitu motivated r..bngge cikgu kaunseling ak...hahaha..

pas tgk cite tu..ak terpikir something..sume bnde kat dlm hidup ni bleh tercpai klu kite btol2 usahe...eleh..ayt klise yg sme mksud ngn..usahe tngge kjayaan..sje nk elaborate pnjg..bru nmpk cam educated dlm sastera...ceit..BM for SPM pon B3..hahaha..well..ayt ni nk wat cikgu BM ak bngge bile tgk student die ni da agk pndai..haha..

playful kiss..latest tu..kakaka

n ak pon terpkir something..ak tau relationship ayt ni mmg xde kaitan ngn statements kat ats tdi..(ni la sbab ak dpt B3 in BM time SPM)...

ok..ayt die..in simple way..

'org yg dkat ngn kite tu la pling jauh dri kite'

so ikut pmahaman membe2 ak yg otk mmg xsastera lngsung..or snang ckap mmg xde sense of mamat jiwang..klu kite dok jauh dri org tu means kite la yg pling dkat ngn die..pham x??..ok cntoh situasi:

korg dok Johor..then kwan korg dok kat Uganda sne tgh kaji khidupan kt sne..then..mngikut ukuran jrak yg pkai meter..jrak korg mmg berbaloi jauh..so..kwan korg tu la org yg pling dkat kat ati korg..

skang ni pham ke x..pham kn la sndri..yg bgi mksud ni mmg xde sense of jiwang karat..blaja nk keje ngn enjin mne ad sense of jiwang..sense of nk jdi bujang karat ad la..huhu..

tpi lau logik ak plak..interpretation yg kwan ak bgi tu agk kne..sbab..mkin jauh korg ngn org tu mkin la korg rndu kat die..ak mmg tgh rndu kat mmbe2 ak yg bersepah srate Mlysia ni..

'sye nk dedikasi kn blog ni tok kwan2 sye ngn ucpan sye rndu kt dorg'..(ayt dedikasi luahan hati n perasaan kat radio Sinar ttiap mlm..btol x nme rncgn tu..???ap ak kesah..hhahaha)..ok..cut the crap..

tpi lau kite tgk pkai 3D pnye spek..(tgh dlm kekaguman tknologi 3D ag ni)..

org yg slalu ad slalu dlm hidup korg tu la org yg pling jauh ngn hati korg..logicnye ayt ni..ialah..bile korg berkwan rpat ngn someone tu..korg msti xbleh nk ad feeling kt die..sbab..die yg pling rpat ngn korg..kite msti xnk friendship kite jdi totally awkward kn?? time tu la kite wat rule sndri..cntoh nye..

'ak syg sgt kt ko..ko mcm abg ak..sbab ak xde abg'

'kitorg xbleh nk lbey sbab kite kn adik bradik'

cmne pon ayt ni mncul sbab kite tkut stu bnde..kite tkut kite cross the line of friendship..simple pnye ayt..jtuh hati ngn best friend sndri..lau korg ad situasi terjtuh hati ngn bestfren yg sme jnis..ermmm...brat pnye kes...ni tok yg berlainan jntina..tpi bleh kot nk apply ayt ak ni..hehe..ak xtau..

ad dua possibilities bile kite terjatuh hati ngn bff kite ni(lain jntina ok..)

1st possibility:

-die pon mmg da lme ad hati kat korg..then..bff(best fren for-eva tkar stats jdi BOY FREN FOR-EVA) xyah kapel lme2 ag sbab family pon da kmceng gaban..tup..tup..kawen..hepi ending..for time being..ok.

2nd possibility:

-die mmg xde ati kt korg..sbab awek or pakwe die ag mntap dri korg..ok..lame excuses..then..korg da xrpat lgi ngn die sbab die mmg avoid call or reply sms lau sender or caller tu nme korg...well..ntah r labu.nsib la kan..then korg pon hilang sorg bff...

so..sbab tu la org yg dkat ng kite tu la org yg pling jauh dri ati kite..logik x??

tpi for sspe yg blum jtuh hati kat kwan bek korg(yg lain jntina tu)..baik lpekan hasrat korg..tpi lau korg btol2 ske..trus je la ckap...ignore sume possibility yg tgh dok ad kat dlm kpale otk dungu korg tu...sbab..klu btol korg mmg kwan die yg pling rpat..korg msti pham prangai sengal or xsengal die kn???so pick up the courages n confess..

tpi bgi yg ssape yg diminati oleh bff sndri tu..snang je keje korg lau kwan korg confess truth feeling die kt korg...simple..lau ske..just say yes..lau x..say no..then lpe je r ngn ap yg die confess..keep on r jdi mmbe die..simple word..wat bodo or jdi je kwan yg bodo sbab klu korg btol xske kt kwan korg tu..korg xkn kesah pon ngn confession die sbab ati korg mmg da solid ngn word 'NO TO MY BEST BUDDY'..so watpe nk avoid kwan korg...truskan hdop..da la korg reject die..n dont make it worse ngn ignore or avoid die lak...respect feeling die..lain la lau kwan korg tu mmg trus nk ptus kwan pas korg reject die...

simple step right???

courtesy gmbo:Google Image Search

ak n skola....

well skang ni kan musim exam....SPM..STPM..n mcm2 lgi la jnis exam yg ad kat ats muka bumi ni...so as students yg blajo kat Tnah Melayu ni sume org pernah mrase exam kn..lau x mmg korg ni hidop zman batu....


ok..cite psal exam ni...ak pon excited nk knang zman lalu blik...cewah...cam la tue sgt umo ak....
kat Mlaysia ni kite mule skola mse umor kite 5 thun kn???kite start tadika..tadika 2 thun..or org putih pnggil kindergarten... ak mse skola dlu kuat mnangis..ok..ak ni ad msalah ngn sayur..mknan yg ad syur ak mmg xtelan..bkn ap..tpi tekak ak ni mmg xdpat terima lau bnde ni msuk..


so..mse kite tadika kan kite dpat mknan free kn??ak pling bnci lau time mkan..sbab makcik tukang msak tu msti msak mkanan yg ad syur..msti..da mcm bnde yg hrus ad lak...tension ak...waktu mkan je ak da wat mke xpuas ati ngn makcik tukng masak tu...satu ari tu die bgi ak mkn rojak yg pnuh ngn sayur...mmg cam cibai...ak mmg wat tnjuk prasaan la mse tu...skali ak mraung...satu kg bley dgr...da r tu..cikgu ak leh lak wat ayt..."klu awk xnk brenti ngis sye msukkan awk dlam guni bgi kat org gile"..ap lgi ak mmg mraung x ingt dunia r...ok..ttup buku thunan tdika ak...


pas msuk tabika kemas kat tepi msjid kat kg pinang sebatang tu kite msuk lak sekolah rendah...lau korg ingt ag r kan,mse korg msuk skola rendah darjah satu dulu mke mmg abes poyo kan???lom ad lagi ak jmpe bdak Mlaysia yg msuk skola darjah satu mke smart..msing2 pkai bju kmeja putih ngn seluar warna biru gelap pastu yg pompuan lak pkai baju kurung kain biru gelap....


lau zman ak skola dlu lak...sbab ak skola rendah mmg kat kg r kan..so klas ak mmg kcik la...xsilap ak xsmpai 30 org rsenye..da r tu..kwan2 lak mmg da knal sjak azali lgi...da mmg kmceng since baby..so mmg xde msalah r kan...pastu yg best dlu ad Rancgn Mkanan Tambahan(RMT)..sbab kitorg bdak kg so mmg mostly dpat r mrase program ni...ak rse skang msti da xde ag kn???klaka tol dlu..bnyik loceng rehat je...rmai2 msti bratur dlu dpan klas...da pas bru bleh grak gi kantin...da la bdan mse tu kecik kemetot ag...yg cilake gaban tu bile bbdak darjah 6 conquer meja kat kntin...mmg cilake....


pas tu time blik lak msti serbu mmak yg jual es krem 20 sen satu calung kat dpan pgar skolah....ak dlu rmai kwan llaki..so..after abes skola..membe baik ak gi blik umah die n amek bsikal n die bwak ak ronda kg..mak ak mmg jmput ak lmbat...ak dok kat kg sbelah...jrak umah ak ngn skola tu bleh than gak r...bkn xde skola kat kg ak tu..tpi sje gatal nk skola kt kg sbela..kwan ak rmai kt sne....


so after gi buat le tour de langkawi..ak n membe ak brenti kat bwah pokok rmbutan tok imam..ape lgi..da la buah die tgh msak ranum...membe ak kat ats petik buah..ak lak kat bwah..tukang kutip..mmg suara ak da jerit thap cipan r sbab ad kerengga gigit ak..mcm2 lgi la bnde yg ak wat..n bnyk gak r btg paip pvc tu bengkok mak ak balun kat bdan ak....hanger bju jgn ckap r...tiap2 bulan mak ak gi supermarket beli stok....well tu la yg jdikn kite org skarng ni...hahahaha


tpi bile da bsar nkal pon da kurg gak r...xde r ag keje kliling kg neek bsikal lak kn...zman da brubah...hahahaha...even da nk abes skola rndah pon ak still lgi nkal gak r...ok..ttup cite skola rndah


ak skola kat bndar mse ak skola mnengah..xla bndr mne pon bndar Segamat je bkn KL pon..tpi tu da kire bndr gak r bgi ak..n ak msuk skola yg agk gempak r kat area Segamat....hahaha...kire bngge gak r...skola ak xla top mne pon tpi ckup wat ak bngge jdi student kat situ...5thun kat situ ajar ak mcm2...


kat high school ak mmg bleh than gak r..ak ni dok dlam klas yg leh than top gak..sbab dlam klas ak rmai top students..tpi ak xtersenarai r....bnyk r kngan ak kat sini..tpi yg pling best bgi ak mse ak form 3 n form 5....thun ak ad exam bsar n thun2 ni la thun yg pling hepi dlam hidup ak mse ak jdi student..


tpi yg best kwan ak time high school ni mmg kwan yg bleh n lyak diingati la...dorg mmg gmpak gile r...yg best tu..geng ak dlu geng taiko...ak ad 3org je kwan pompuan..mens yg mmg kamceng r...then..the rest is ...llaki.ak pon xpham npe ak mmg rmai membe llaki...tpi xbermkne ak ni sombong ngn dak pompuan..ak kwan sume org tpi xrmai yg leh kamceng ngn ak...yg ad tu je la 3 org tu je....


yg best tu mse senior year kitorg mmg rules the school r...yg best tu geng ak  ni mmg abg2 senior yg hot kt skola..so mmg jdi tumpuan junior2 r...walawei...bile time rehat je...ak n 3 org ag kwan pompuan ak akn jlan ke kntin smbil diiringi kkwan llaki kitorg yg kononnye hot tu..so...bbdak junior mmg sbok nk kwan ngn kitorg sbab nk dpt kirim slam kat kkwan ak...normal r kan...jgn ckap yg korg tu inesen sgt time skola dlu..msti ad yg mnat kat senior kan???ak pernh jdi muda..hahaha..so kirenye..geng ak ni feymes gak r...feymes sbab slalu nek pjabat sbab ad je yg terlibat ngn kes skola...kcuali ak n 3org kwan pompuan ak la..hahahaha...


pas abes skola..ak stay kat matrix lak...tpi sbab ak ni mmg rzeki ak mmg xjauh so..ak pon amek mtrix pon kat Tangkak je...jrak Tangkak ngn Segamat mmg dkat...adlah 1 jam..lau skit prut xsempat nk kentut da smpai...hahaha..lau caya mmg bodo..blik bkak peta Johor..


kat matrix..lain plak knakaln ak kluarkan..yg pnting kat mne je ak kne cmpak msti ad je geng yg skepala...mse ak kat mtrix mmg rmai r geng skola ak stay kat tmpat yg sme...yg best geng skaepale ak zmn skola dlu mmg kat situ gak..tu yg mkin galak ak beraksi..hahaha..


kat mtrix...mse klas tutor pon ak ngn geng ak smpat berdengkor kat blaknag klas...mcm2 cre r kitorg cover..membe ak pnye cre mmg best...pegang pen sbatang..tunduk kpale dlm 45'..pastu wat cre yg korg tgh bgi perhatian yg mmg pnuh kat lectrurer..hahaha..sure ak ckap..mmg xpernh kantoi..xtau r sme ad mmg taktik kitorg tu berjaye o lecturer ak mmg mlas nk kesah hal kitorg yg mlas...hahahaha..


dlm lecture hall lak..slalunye ak mmg lpak ngn geng ak je la..ad la dlam 5-6 org...yg pnting kpale msing2 mmg seirama...yg best tu tiap kali msuk hall je kitorg msti dduk kat spot yg best...dri spot tu kitorg bleh usha mmat2 ensem pujaan hati kitorg from the spot..hahaha..pastu sspe yg smpat gi Starbuck kat tepi library tu..msti beli kuih xpun Muruku Ikan yg 20sen stu pket tu...pastu ap lgi...picnin r kitorng..jrang r kitorg  dgr ap yg lecturer bgi kat dpan tu...mmg heaven r hdup ak kt mtrix...


tpi tu la..nsib baik ak lpas mtrix...lau x mmg mati gak r ak kne goreng ngn mak ak...tpi tu la..pngalaman hidop mcm tu mmg mnis..t lau ak da tue ad la bnde yg ak nk kongsi ngn ank ak..n pastu ak mmg xbleh nk ckp bnyk r lau ank ak pon dgil cam ak gak...


life is sweet..dont waste it..

wat sspe yg tgh exam tu...gud luck k...study beb..

ak dan tv

pde sspe yg jdi ulat tv..kat sini ak nk share something...ak ni lau bab tv ak mmg universal...sume channel tv ak lyan..mlayu..korea..cine..india..filipina..indon...just name it je..lau xlyan sgt pon ad gak r ak lyan ckit2..nme pon 1Malaysia kn???
kne ke konsep ak ni??ape2 je la...


mcm2 sbab ak lyan tgk channel yg pelbgai bngse tu...tpi yg pling pnting ad cite yg berknan kat mata,hati n telinge ak la kan..lau kat astro..channel fevret ak..MTV..channel v..hallmark..axn..kbs world..espn..e!..ad lgi x ek channel2 ni..mklumla umah ak pnye astro da lme terptus talian ni..bese r..lau ad astro lgi xgrak ak dri dpan tv tu..

so da xde astro ni ak travel kat channel tv bese lak..lau ssape yg dok area jb-pg tu msti umah korg ad dpat channel tv singapore ngn tv indon kn????
2 negara ni pnye channel tv ad tren sndri tu...lau singapore pnye channel..yg ak dpat tgk...channel suria..channel 5..channel u..ngn satu channel cite india..ak lpe ap ke nme channel tu...
lau indon nye tv lak..leh than bnyak gak...yg ak ingt SCTV ngn RCTI...


kat singapore trend tv die..channel dorg akn stat beroperasi mse jam 12tgh hari smpai kol 3pagi..ak ckp ni berdsarkn channel yg ak dpt tgk kt tv umah ak(suria ngn channel cite india tu r)..tpi lau channel 5 ngn u tu 24hours xslap ak...kat channel 5 diorg ltak cite2 omputeh yg mmg thap besst r bgi ak..ak mmg lyan channel ni..lau pgi diorg ad ltak ellen..


pastu lau mlm dorg ltak muviee or american series yg best...so channel mmg dlm playlist ak..
lau kt u lak..dorg bantai cite cina 24 hours...mmng bhse cina je r kan..pgi2 dorg bgi kite tgk show yg ad kaitan ngn mknan..bile ptg2 lak die ltak variety show from taiwan r mostly..mlm lak bntai korea lak..tpi yg agk bosan tu cite korea tpi suare da tkar bhse cina lak..lmah gak ak...nsib bek ad eng subs so leh lyan ag...huhuhuhuhu..


tu singapore pnye tv..skang ni indon lak...ternd tv indon ni mmg snang nk tau...mostly sume channel tv kat sne pkai trend yg sme..ok..bgun pgi bkak tv je korg akn disajikan dgn rncgan yg ala-ala Muzik-Muzik kat tv3 tu..ad artis yg wat show lgu2 dorg...tu kre common la kn..tpi wat info sspe yg xtau la kan..kat Jkarta sne mse jam dorg lmbat 1 jam dri kite yg dok kat Mlaysia ni..rncgan ni stat jam 9pgi dorg means jam 10 kite r kn...yg wat ak terpkir...show ni dirakam live ye..then ad rmai pnonton dok kliling pntas....persoaln dsini...dorg msuk skolah kol bpe???sbab audience yg dtg tu pon mmg rmai dak skola la...korg try tgk la ea lau nk tau...show ni lak kite leh sme kan cam Music Bank kt KBS world tu...prnh tgk x???spe yg xpernh try tgk ea...


ok...after da tgk Wali band ngn Ungu wat live...msuk lak rncgn gosip hiburan dorg...ni ad la ala-ala Melodi..cite ni lak stu jam...yg best tgk dorg ni...cre dorg treat celeb dorg da mcm thap kat hollywood nun...mmg gmpak r...paparazi tu..bkn wartawan ag da..dorg ag gmpak r...sian gak ak tgk nsib celeb dorg...hahahahaha

ok..after that..kite msuk lak slot filem pendek dorg...ni cam slot cerekarama r..kat sini ak mmg slalu gak lyan sbab kkdg plakon cite tu Ben Joshua..o ad la yg se ensem n se angkatn ngn die..kkdg hero indon ni ensem gak...ok...tettttt
bile ptg lak ad la gak rncgan yg lain....slot cite ni dtygkan jam 12.30 wktu kite ye ank2...


tpi bile mlm yg ak mmg xbley bla...sinetron..dorg pnggil mega sinetron....just imagine ea...stu drama tu bleh smpai beratus episod...mmg ssah r nk ckap....tpi ak bru pham yg dorg nk wat ala-ala hollywood..cntoh cam gossip girl..supernatural..lipstick jungle..kan ad bnyk season kn???ok...

ak ckap based on survey yg ak wat spanjg ak cuti mlpak kat umah ni...hahaha


ok...ckap psal show kt tv ad stu show yg mnarik ati ak...show ni antre top show r kat indon tu...kat channel SCTV..satu untk semua...adoila!!!!ape kne ak ni...back to normal mat!!!!


ok..show ni best tau..ad sorg magician(ak pon xpasti nk pnggil die ap..sori r lau slah)..mmat ni die pndai hipnotis org tau...then..die akn jln around mall yg ad kat Jakarta tu then tngkap je r sspe yg sggup dihipnotis..slalunye yg die tgkp tu msti kapel r...mksud ak kat sni..boy ngn girl la ea...


so after tu dorg pon di tido kn la kan...yg uniknye mngse yg ditidokn tu bleh dgr n berckap tnpe dorg sdar...ak ni lom pnah kne hipnotis so ak agk kagum gak r....n soal jwab pon bermula...n jwapan yg kite akn dgr sgt mngejutkan...slalunye soaln tu based on relationship kapel2 tu la...
contoh dialog


tkang soal:ok..spe yg dok kat sbelah awak?
si awek(da kne hipnotis):boyfren sye la...bodo tol soaln..
ketawe.......
tkng soal:ok..awak syg x pakwe awk?
si awek:gile ap ak nk syg die..mke da thap cipan tercekik tulang je..pleasseee..
audience bntai glak..si pakwe yg mke cam cipan yg dkatekan pakwe tu pon wat mke sdey gile r...cmpur skit mke terkjut thap gaban die..
tkg soal:klu x ensem knape plak awk kapel ngn die?
si awek:la....even die hdoh gile..tpi ad gak yg ensem..
tkg soal:tang mne yg ensem?
si awek:poket la bang...die ni ank org kye kdaung tu..duit bertimbun...ak syg kat duit die je...(jeng..jeng..jeng..)


then.....jdilah episod cinta luka...huahahahahahaaha


dialog ni ak reka je k...sbab ak mmg kurng nk pham bhse dorg...ni based on ap yg smpat ak tgkap r mse show ni kuar...lau ak tgk pon cam ayam tgk itik wat drama sembilu kasih r....ssah gile nk tgkap...tpi situasi ni jdi k...ad siap yg tmpo mnmpo lak tu..mmg thap drama realiti r...kui3

apepon...cmne pon cre dorg ssun rncngn kat tv tu la cre die org nk sale brand dorg...kite as pnonton ni plih la yg mne yg bgus n bek tok kite..k...


off..nk tido..luse paper math lak...

comeback again..

HARRY POTTER:THE DEATHLY HALLOW !!!
da kuar!!!!!!!
gile r...mmg gmpk habes r...since ak ni lyan harry potter since ak ni bbdak lgi..so ak pon gi la trun bndr tgk..well..dlm sume cite harry potter ni la first movie die ak gi tgk kat wayg..slame ni ak just tgk kat vcd or dvd je..well sbab tu r ak nk tgk mse 1st day cite ni kuar..

cite kli ni mmg gmpak habes sbab most every detail dlm buku die wat..n very perfect r for the die hard fan cam ak...so far this the best Harrry Potter movie r bgi ak..it is my personal opinion..
and lgi stu honest opinion..Dobby the elf yg slalu tlg Harry Potter tu cute gile r..comel sgt....hehehe


well..msuk mnggu ni da dakt 3 mnggu ak cuti...hehehe..so mnggu dpan ak kne blik r kan...bdn da mkin mngembang sjak dok umah ni..bese r..keje mkn je..
tpi..ak nk wish have a nice relationship r kat membe bek ak...at last die da jmpe clon a perfect men for her life kan..ak as fren tmpang bhgia ngn hdup die..ak hope mmat tu pndai jge ati mmbe bek ak tu...
as for me...ak still ag cmni...

out

 When I see myself during these times
I feel that I really am young
Even with you in front of me
I don’t know what to do
To the people who are in love
Please tell me how you started to love

 Will the day I hold her hand ever come?
 Will the day I kiss her above her closed eyes also come?

 Hello, hello
 I brought up the courage
 Hello, hello
 I want to talk to you for a moment
 Hello, hello
 I may be rushing a bit
 Who knows? We might
 End up doing well

 Whether I should approach you
Or wait a little longer
 With everyone saying different things
Makes it much harder ( You might not believe me)
She has higher standards than she seems
This kind of thing is uncommon for me
Please believe what I say

 Will the day I casually hold her come?
 I believe everything will turn out the way you think it will

 Hello, hello
 I brought up the courage
 Hello, hello
 I want to talk to you for a moment
 Hello, hello
 I may be rushing a bit
 Who knows? We might
 Oh yeah
It’s not my first time to be honest
I’ve loved and broken up before
But it’s hard, please believe these words
 You are different

 Hello, hello
 I’ll bet my all this time
 Hello, hello
 Ooh yeah, baby baby baby girl
 Hello, hello
 I don’t know how you feel right now
 Who knows? We might

 Hello, hello
Hello, hello
Please give me a chance
 Hello, hello
 I don’t know how you feel right now
Who knows? Two of us
 Might be destiny
 Hello, the times I spent by your side
Can no more compare to any other happiness
I can’t express myself to you
My heart wants all of you, never let you go
If this is love, I’ll never let it go
Who knows? The two of us)

 Hello, hello

the nice song from SHINEE...

love the translation..credit to http://shineeshawols.wordpress.com

when it comes...

bile cinta dtg dlam diri kite..kite msti rse world in our hands..llgi lau yg dpat cinte dri llaki idamn wanita.mcm2 bnde sweet yg jdi.well, love is sweet.
but, when we ready yo be loved we ready to be hurt.
ni ayt bgi org cam ak..siyesly,dlm hidop ak, ak x dbesarkn dlm golongn org yg happily married couple.so bgi ak love is such a crap that will make us happy and suffer.
ayt cam ak ni anti gile ngn mushy-thing they called love.so far ak brani ckap yg ak lom jmpe ag a right person whom i can called he is the one n the love of my life.ok.i am kinda think that my life is a bit pathetic there.tpi so far ak xpernh kesah ag.tpi cam bhong lak lau ak ckap ak mmg xpenah kesah kn.
as a girl, sape yg xnk kapel.


so far, ak blom pernh lgi rse jeles,rse tkot hilang pakwe,rse blur bile die mrah,rse kusut bile gdoh ngn pakwe..rse hdop mmg gile blur r..
ye ak blom pernh feel that way.i used to date before.tpi lom ad ag yg dpt wat ak rse cmtu.kkdg ak pon xtau ap yg ak cri in arelationship.in a man.
what is man suppose to be in my life???
ak amat ske tgk cite korea, n ak ni mmg kuat gak lyan romantic comedy.sweet story line.n pastu ak akn ckap yg ak nk mamt cam dlam cite tu as my boyfren.sbab ak ske tgk sifat die.care die.n scare konklusinye ak mmg slalu terjtuh hati ngn gmbo je.


well, nmpk cam ak ni kuat brangan kan?org yg xpernh tied to ground..tpi..so far hidop cmni jdi plihn ak.sbab potensi tok rse kecewa o mengecewakn org tu amat tpis.ak tau ak spe n ak tau yg ak mmg xbleh nk expect anything in return in these kind of life.the path that we choose shows how we want to live our life.
after ap yg prnh ak jmpe stakat ni, ak prefer hdop cmni.ak rse ak slamat dlam kurungan ak sndiri.


so when time comes is 
when the times i dont need the shield to cover me in this challenging world anymore.
when i found another shield that guarantee a warm and safe place for me.
when someone accepting not only me but myself.
when someone know why i laugh.
when someone never ask me to change but always be the reason why i need to change.
when someone never say 'I love U' but the one that always taught me what LOVE is.
when someone never give me present but always be my present.
but..
love is when it come to u, u just know it.
rules and regulation is not valid in love.
there is no term and condition.

simple but yet it is complicated.

to the person who in love..u r in good condition now.n ak amat respek korg sbab korg amt brani amek rsiko dalm hdop korg.ak just hope yg one day ak akn jdi org cm korg.yg stand as a brave person.korg mmg brani.to let someone enter my life bkan snang.there is another side of me yg ak lom pasti ag nk open to another person.

dedication..bestfriend

The thought of this is killing me, it's been on my mind.
Can't believe it's been right here after all this time.
And even though I love you I can't seem to find someone who cares the way you do
You know, I love the way we're always been nothing more than friends.
So why do I give every man the stand up.
Thought I was over this but once again I'm comparing you to him.
And I find that there's no you in him at matters

Boy even though your my bestfriend
I can't help it whenever I compare you to him
It's like I always do this
With every single man
And I hate that I can't find someone whos worth my time
Just like my bestfriend.

And I know you hear me say this all the time
I don't do relationships cause I'm on my grind.
But see your part of this
Because I just can't find someone who knows me like you do

Always brought out the good in me
Don't know just what you see,
Whatever it is, no other guy has even tried.
Remember when you left one day and turned around to say "your my bestfriend"
And right there you made me cry.

Even though your my bestfriend
I can't help it whenever I compare you to him
It's like I always do this
With every single man
And I hate that I can't find someone whos worth my time
Just like my bestfriend.

I'm trying to let you know
A part of me just can't let this go
Never had a friend, one who understands
With you it felt so free
I don't know whatchu did.
But I know whatever it is
I'm so thankful for you
I'm so grateful for you

Even though the things I told you...





just hope we remain the same as always...

love u all as always...

something about love

are u in love...???
are u facing a big problem in ur love life???
do u good at math????


what is the relation with math n love life???
there is a connection between that...


love..
there are many complex 'equation' that u need to solve in love
u need to have a good math skill to solve the equation.


the equation is the situation when u have some kind of misunderstanding with ur love one..it just so complex..u need to figure out..the source..the way to solve it..and sometimes..when u can solve it..u become more stress n u wish how to get over it very deeply..


since..u r good at math..u must not have a problem to solve such that simple algebraic equation..but when it comes to love..no matter how good u r at math..when it comes to love u will have a problem with the 'love equation' if u dont have a strong basic of 'trust skill'.it is the key of a relationship.


trust.


ur math skill is worthless in 'love equation', if u have a lack of 'trust basic' in love.u cannot solve the complex 'love equation' just by using ur good skill at math..
math in love is just more complicated than it suppose to be in real life.
many skillful person in math lose when it comes to solve the love math...


in love..


1+1 is not equal to 2..but it equal to forever..the basic of the equation is trust n love..

weekend cre ak

heyya weeky!!!
weekend ak berjlan cam biase..just that weekend ni ak follow program klab koko ak...KHIDMAT MASYARAKAT!!!!
slame ni ak pon plik nape every year ad je dak2 u kat segamat tu dtg kg ak...n t ad r family kat kg ak yg amek dorg jdi ank angkat...rupe2 nye kat u mmg ad stu klab koko...khidmat msyarakat..so tiap2 sem u akn sponsored kitorg yg join klab ni..so kitorg stay kat stu kg tu n wat program tok org kg tu...so..klab ak...kitorg kne wat xtvt yg berdasarkn pendidikan tok dak2 kg yg bkal amek UPSR thun dpan....n ad family yg jdikn kitorg ank angkat dorg....ak pon dpt fmily angkt...best r!!!!org kg ky sni mmg sporting r...thumbs up!!! for the whole event ak mmg rse sronok...first time ak enjoy ngn xtvt kt u wat mse ni...so...ak mmg ad blast weekend r...

then mnggu ni ak da mmg fall in love ngn SHINEE....
group ni mmg comey n best..ak tgk stu show...SHINEE HELLO BABY...
dorg cute gile...dorg kne jge baby Yoogeun...cute tol dak tu...
so meh ak introduce ckit psal dorg..ak tgh addict ni...

yg ni nme die ONEW APPA

yg ni plak....MINHO APPA

yg ni plak...JONGHYUN APPA

yg ni plak....my honey..huhuhu..oopps..KEY APPA

ni baby appa...TAEMIN APPA

siyesly cite ni sgt cute....umo dak2 ni x la beso mne pon...pling tue 21 thun..klaka bile tgk dorg kne lyan krenah bdak2....n dorg mmg mncuri ati org2 yg mnat kt dorg sbab dorg dpt reflect image as a good father to a baby...hahahahahahaha

happy family shining shinee

entry yg terhasil sbab kebengangan

SELAMAT PETANG DUNIA!!


arini ak nk wat carta things that make me annoying for the whole week..
here the chart..


no. 5 


smestinya assignment yg gile pnye mlmbak.yg jdi msalah utame ak skang bile assignment tu group assignment. ok, bkn ak nk berlgak ke ap yg ak bley buat keje sorg2..ak xnafikan yg group is good..tpi bile ad dak group yg prngai mmg thap sial...group ak x la trok...tp mmat ni mmg mndtgkn kmarahn ak la week ni....firstly..die da la wat dunno je ngn part keje die..pastu keje mmbute je kt bilik tu...surh trun sbab nk siapkn slide pon xdtg...pastu leh lak wat dunno...mmg mmnaskn ak...bile tnye bile mse yg die free..die jwab "eh, ak xkesah..bile2 pon bley". ayt mmg nk mkn pnyepak...




no.4 


ni lgi stu bnde yg pling ak bosn.kkrngn bhan hburan kat dlam bilik.aish..mmg agk mntensionkn hidop gak..bkn ap..ak ni mmg jnis yg prlukan something yg bleh wat ak ad smangt nk wat ak study..so..kkdang kkrungan sbab ak nk kne berjge pon sbab ak mlas nk study..yg ni ak pham lau ad yg x pham..sbab ak pon xpham...


no 3


blik yg mmng bersepah...


no. 2


stu ag prangai yg ak krg nk tolerate bile smpai pde thap super annoying kat ak bile someone yg krg responsible kat dlm dri die..


no. 1


bile ak terjmpe jantan snagl yg pernh hidop.....ko da clash ngn membe ak da r kan..xperlu nk post kt fb yg mnunjukkkn btape bncinye ko ngn die...c'mon r bro..da la clash psal bnde yg mmg thap bngkai..wei bro ...lau ko tu pon cam setan ko xkn dpat la org yg bek cam angel..apepon cermin diri tu dlu....cam ko bgos n x pernh wat silp....ko  xsbaek mne bile ko jtohkn mruah sorg pompuan yg prnh korg syg kat org lain....mmg pompuan tu bdo sbab pernh trime ko kat dlm hdup..tpi ko ag bdoh sbab cmne la ko yg baik sgt tu bley terplih pompuan yg camtu..ko yg hine die bkn2..tpi dulu ko gak yg tergila2kn die...GTH r mgkok...




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