hidup yang berubah

sedo x sedo..kitorang tengah melangkah ke depan dalam hidop kitorang.memasing da ade plan ngan hidop memasing.
balik lepak..tetibe..aku rase..aku rindu.rindu ngan zaman kitorang kosong ngan mase depan.
life full with curiosity mase tu..

tapi..dengan xsedo dirinye..hidop aku tengah berjalan ke depan..

so...i dedicated this to my best friend.MIRA.

she lost someone very precious to her.recently.aku xdapat nak datang ziarah.aku sempat call je.rase bersalah sebab she was there when that things happened to me.she was there hold me crying like baby that day.but..i was not there for her.i am so sorry.

lek..aku paham ape yang ko rase sekarang.people always tell us to be strong.but..during this time..we absolutely can't.but..for sake of people..we should be.
ko pon tau kan..yang aku xpandai nak pujuk orang..say something yang boleh sejukkan ati orang..aku bukan gen.hehe.tapi..aku harap..ko kene selalu ingat yang aku selalu ade tok ko..walaupon mase aku call ko..aku je banyak bercakap..sebab..aku xmo ko ingat bende tu..aku nak react normal depan ko..macam xde ape yang jadi..u know what..it helped.

cry sayang.it helped.nangis la sampai ko rase puas..sebab lepas ni..ko da xboley nangis..banyak lagi yang akan datang..lepas ni ko kene jadi kuat..kuat tok dorang..

so..hidop kite bergerak.die xkan berhenti.kite yang kene pilih samada nak gerak gaye ape..merangkak?berjalan?berlari?....


al-fatihah tok arwah mama mira.

hey you.

"Never Knew I Needed"

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing,
For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
My accidental happily,Ever after

 The way you smile and how you comfort me,With your laughter

 I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea,When you were here
You the best thing I never knew I needed,That I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always,Now it's so clear
Who knew that I could be
So unexpectedly
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Boy, you're the best
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Now it's so clear, I need you here always 

 

 

#i really do meant it.best thing i never knew i needed.you.

edited from 'NEVER KNEW I NEEDED by Ne-Yo'

today

being in relationship ni kekadang ajar kite memacam.
perangai kekadang jadi cam bebudak.kekadang matang yang amat melampau.

hormon pon jadi cam bangang.


simple explanation.relationship ni best.but sometimes..your emotion da start celaru biru die jadi cam xbpe nak best..sebab mase tu korang nak nangis but at the same time korang akan ketawe..sounds familiar?

geram melampau bile ape yang korang cube sampaikan partner korang ni xpaham.tapi..korang xboley nak merajuk lelame..takot dorang kate korang ni childish.merengek je keje.

tapi beb...pikir logik k..there must be a reason why she behave that way.why she wants u more than anything else.why she frequently repeated something she doesn't usually said.

simple.because she totally wants it that way.the way she wants.

after all..time and distance don't matter when u really miss someone.an hour,a minute..as long as u can see their faces.this rule apply when u really miss someone.maybe when u love someone.


and.i think i knew the answer for now.it's okay for now.











p/s: in case u've forgot..i've already told u before..i am looking for someone who can be there when i really need him.and the day is today.

hidup aku yang kebosanan.

senior year.
best ke? boley la...

satu je beban kat kepala tok final year students ni. PSM..or bahase standard die..FINAL YEAR PROJECT.

xde idea nak start camne.nak rembat mane data2 pon aku pening.masalah.masalah.
kelas memang xbanyak.3hari seminggu.most of the time..memerap kat umah.heaven n hell at the same time.

 haih.life kan...yana xde.wahid yang selalu sangat free..sampai aku lak rase bersalah nak ajak die kuar..hahaha..life aku xde changing pon..same je..

dekat 4tahun da aku kat UTHM ni..hadooii..xsedo pon..memule dapat tawaran kat sini..nak nangis pon ade..sebab aku sensorang..sedey tau..mase tu aku rase ni la pengakhiran hidup seorang MAT.hahaha..dapat course yang aku sendiri xtau hala tuju.hancusss.

tapi..1st week jejak kaki je..alhamdulillah gak..sebab aku jumpe membe aku yang amat sekepale..YANA..n mase tu aku da rase hepi ngan hidop aku balik.well..after all living here is not like hell.

then..despite all the things happened in life..i hope i'll stay till the end..half je lagi jalan aku ni..

well,mat..good luck baby.u can do it.

 

nah la..koleksi gmbo2 yang kononnye cun..tapi gambo atas tu memang creepy..lelame tgk rase cam pelik lak..haha.

 
 

Lupe.

Kalau aku hepi.aku lupe.
Itu yang wat aku takut.

Belek2 kalendar.
WHAT???!! ALREADY??!!

minggu depan aku da abes cuti.arini..bebudak junior yang memang fresh masok jadi siswa-siswi UTHM.

Peerrrrgghh.skema.skema mangkuk.

Come on guys and gals..adapt.adapt.ekceli..UTHM is a nice place to develop urself..

Bagi sesape yang masok secare pakse..it's not the end of ur life...korang sure akan jumpe something yang awesome kat Pt.Raje ni..

Cayelaa..

Akak ni da dekat 4tahun kat sini noks..amat paham.nak cuci2 mate pon buhsan gaban..lau taste korang antarabangse..sini la lubok korg..lau x tu..suam2 kuku je yollss..

Tapi..have a life la..n korang akan paham maksud aku..join sport yang mne mnat sport..socialize.u'll find UTHM is rawk!!

Tempat ni bukan gubuk derite..haha..

Dak junior fakulti aku...get ready je r..lau nak ikot pengalaman..jarang..bebudak pilih kos kite ni ngan rela ati..tapi..try belaja..n u'll find it interesting n banyak manfaat jdi budak management ni..

Bagi lelaki2..awek management gempak.tl yang junior je r..yang senior2 ni..boley oakai laaaa..

Pompuan2 lak...pakwe2 management ni..hanye smart mse minggu presentation je..lain2 mase...mmmm..boley tahan gak..ahaks..

Take my words.grab all opportunity u have.good luck.

P/s:agak2 lau dean aku bace..dapat x tmbah pointer kasi masuk nme aku dlm list die tok tahun lpas ...heeee

Aku dan die.

Klaka.amat.

Nape..?
sebab aku jadi cam mase umo aku belasan tahun dulu...

Kekadang ketawe.kekadang monyok.kekadang sengih.

Siyesly rase bodo.tapi....fun.exciting.

Jumpe ari2 pon rase ade agi yang perlu dicakap.diborak.

Xpernah abes.xpernah cukup.

Ok.bukan ape.aku tengah hepi skarang.hepi dengan ade die.

Aku xtau sampai bile.tapi kalau boleh biarla sampai bile2 camni.

Mungkin hati tengah bunge2.sume nampak best.tapi..kalau boley..biarla selalu berbunge.

Terime kasih Allah.sebab bagi aku kenal die.panjangkan tempoh aku ngan die.kalau boleh biarla sampai Kau panggil aku menghadapMu..berkati la sumenye.

P/s: ni akibat aktiviti meng-anjing kekawan yang dok ber-kapel.ni la padah die..huaaa.

New chapter

I've met this road before.
And now I am here again.
Only with different person.and hope.

Let's walk this road together.and hope this road is the longest road we ever walk together.

Insya-allah

P/s: ok.stop it mat.just pray for the best.^^