silent

takziah.

aku xdapat bayangkan kalau aku ade kat tempat kau.
bile bukak fb pagi tadi...a news from one of my friend mase matrix..die kawen mase die study lagi kat uni..dalam tahun 2 kot..then dorang dapat baby...bape ari lepas aku terbace yang status die..husband die accident n he was quite critical...

but today...her husband is gone.innalillah wa innalillahhi rojiun.

tetibe..aku teringat kat Din...
sebulan jadi wife..ade gak kekadang perangai aku yang cabar kesabaran die...
semalam gurau pon gurau kaso..


ya-allah panjangkanlah jodoh kami.
Amin.

THURSDAY BOOKDAY : where the rainbows end

buku yang aku beli lepas kawen..n baru je aku abes bace..

siyesly beb...aku pon xpaham kenape..setiap kali aku beli novel..it always ended up aku akan terbeli novel yang plot die about friendzone relationship..

tapi..cite ni memang sweet...bace buku buat aku rase aku living in another world with a countless dream...benda tu yang wat aku suke...escaping from the reality.

tapi ni die trailer movie yang diadaptasi dari novel ni...

n this movie will goes to my top priority DVD list

vacation : planning part1

vacation hunting.

last night..

Din : how about Melaka?

Me : nice..saye pon memang ade pasang angan2 nak bawak hasben saye gi sane..just for a walk..tapi..pantai pon best jugak...but..Cameron Highland seems nice...tapi..Yana pegi Langkawi die kate bajet pon ok...tapi kite nak short vacation je kan?

Din : ok...so..sekarang ni nak pegi mane?yang penting...hotel with a bath tub kannn?

Me : tapi....macam dah xde mood je nak berendam kat dalam tu...why don't we experience the nature of the places?

Din : so...nak pegi mane?

Me : ntahlaaaa....awak?

Din : ok..now..kite start survey everything yang related ngan tempat kite nak gi...tengok yang mne ok..camne..?

Me : ok.tapi kan.......

(n this conversation lasted about 2hours..tehehehe)

 n i am going back to the phase of planning...n i am telling u..planning is one of hell in my life..n i hate planning...i am a person who like spontaneous...planning just ruining the feel.n it make me expecting...n it always disappoint me. 

so...how about...packing up..n let the road take us to anywhere..

but he told me i am sexy when i am planning...ok..back to planning.!hiho..senang je kan nak bagi aku semangat..hiho.

sempoi

even bru je aku post entry tapi tetibe ade akak ofis ni tego aku.

akak ofis :"lawa tudung arini?"
aku : "alaaaa..tudung majlis kahwin aritu"
akak ofis : "laaa..yeke?cantik laaa..beli ke buat?"
aku : "beli..last minute plak tu?"
akak ofis : "yeke?bape?"
aku : "12hinggit je pon...cop kipmart agi ni"
akak ofis : "haha.siyes ko sempoi..tudung kawen pon bole cop kipmart.."
aku : huh?

x.siyesly...perlu ke beli tudung beratus semate sebab nak kawen.
my own opinion...aku nak sume bende selesa kat aku..and aku rase selesa dengan ape yang aku pakai..n aku boleh pakai balik benda yang aku spent tu...

siyes..memang lawa..yang beratus tu memang lawa...grand..cantik..n nampak special...tapi...bile aku kene habis beratus ringgit..n benda tu aku xdapat pakai for any occasion...aku akan fikir banyaaaaak kali...

majlis kawen sekali je beb..n for my case...aku harap sangat it will be my last...even (minak dijauhkan) ade kali kedua....aku dah xnak buat majlis..so..benda yang ko spent beratus or maybe beribu ni hanya padan nak pakai sekali je...but for the rest..die akan duduk dalam almari...n tenggelam dalm simpanan...n bile jumpe balik korang pon akan take time nak ingat bile korang pakai benda tu..(ok..a bit exaggerated kan??)

tapi...my point is...why u bother spend on something u rarely use just for one occasion in ur life?why not u spend it for something that can be used everyday n when u used it..u'll be like..awww, it is something i used for my wedding day..it will remind u of the big day..everyday.

pasal ni jugak la aku insist nak tempah baju kawen aku sendiri...even baju aku sangat simple...siyesly simple...(tapi..aku menangis gak 1st time tengok baju aku yang kononye dah siap beading)...tapi..the nostalgic feeling yang susah nak dapat...

benda2 macam ni pon mampu nak tolong lelaki..bile kite tolong mudahkan laki kite...insya-Allah die akan sayang lebih kat kite...

so..pikir2 laaaa...korang nak nikah cepat bagi kurang dosa or nak ikot mulut orang?btw...orang2 tu x tanggung pon dosa korang n xdpat pon pahala korang..

as simple as that..

everyone has their own dream...but..that's what dream is...it never become a reality...cause dreaming is easy..but reality is hard.

wise enough?

gemok

ni entry motivasi-xsedar diri-denying untuk orang cam aku...

face it girl, we are fat...
bile kite jalan pon dah lelah.
duduk pon penat.
bile seluar jeans kite dah memang xleh nak masuk.
bile korang pakai certain baju..muat sampai pinggang je.
bile korang nak shopping online..n hesitate about the size..tengok measurement hanye fit for xl..


tapi....azam n disiplin nak kurus tu xsampai2 lagi...so..korang join my club yang tengah self-denying ni...

x.aku xgemok.
xpela..
berisi sikit baru comey.
kalau aku kurus sangat..pipi aku dah xcute...

tetibe kat fb ade orang share article ni....

14 things every fat girl absolutely needs to hear


betolkannnnn....
so..terus kan lagi self-denying.

his housewife rant

lepas cuti yang panjang berjela..20 days ++..

hehe.

nasib baik aku amek cuti panjang lau x layu aku nak keje...siyes penat wei.wedding ceremonies is no kidding.n of course marriage life is no joking..

at first..aku memang excited..sebab..life totally changed. rase hepi n excited aku selame cuti ni berakhir lepas kitorg pindah umah..kitorang decide nak duduk rumah lain..xmo campor ngan mak aku..sebab segan la kan...dedolu anak dara...so..alasan nak manje meleset tu boleh pakai lagi...tapi bile ko dah kawen....xley pakai lagi da alasan tu..

so...pindah la umah...bukan umah lain pon..umah mak jugak..it just take 15min je dari umah mak aku skang..mak aku da xlarat nak panjat tingkat 5..so die decide yang die nak duduk landed house je..so..kitorang duduk umah flat ni..n jage umah ni...

ari jumaat tu kitorang start pindah..so...my new life officially start..
seronok campor takut..sebab..pasni aku yang kene handle umah ni...sume keje kat umah ni aku yang kene buat...n i tell u...HOUSEWIVES DESERVES AN HONORABLE GIFT. like a proper vacation maybe

so...raise the glass... TO MY HONORABLE HOUSEWIFE TASKS!!!


*baru 2 ari je pon kecoh.hiho.










p/s:search tiket flight gi langkawi.langkawi.langkawi...it's all their fault..
p/s s : berdiri depan cermin...n damn..i seriously need to do proper weight loss diet..but....i think McD should be nice for lunch today.*korek syiling