sepetang bersama.....

adoyai...ptg ni ad test math....ni 1st test ak after dkat 4-5 bln....cuak gak dowh...ni first time ak amek tesy as bdk 'u'...rse nerves lak ttbe....sbnonye...ak ni bkn jnis yg dok ngadap bku je...even dh dkat ngn test...ak akn lyan je wat bnde2 len..cnthnye....mleoak tgk muvie kt PC...on9 fb...or TIDO!!!
ak ni bkn pndai pon tpi ak xtau npe ak xske study...ak mmg perlukn mood tok study....tpi arini ak mmg cuak gak r....
ok....ttup cite psal exam mlm ni....




lately ak ske bce stu blog ni...best dowh...klaka abes...ble bce je rse cam hlang jap tkanan kat sini...huhuhuhhu...cre die mrepek mmg cam zman2 ak skola dlu2...ngn kekawan...borak2...best la....

tpi entry ak ni nk cite psal FRIEND...


ari sabtu aritu..membe bek ak tpon...skang die kat UPM...kitorng berbork mmg ckop lme...smpai merah pdam tlinge ak dgr die membebel....hahahahahaha..tu la yg best...
actually..ak ad 5org kwan bek ak....
zarep,anis,aqila,izy,syun......

normally known as


<3 ZAIMAS<3


izy or nme die Nurul Farah Izzereen. skang study kat UKM. die amek kos X-ray..


a'a or Sharifah Anis Fazzuha Balqis.skang study kat UPM.die amek kos Human Resources..


b or Nur Aqilah.skang kt UiTM Puncak Alam.amek Office Manager..


Yot or Mohd.Zharif. skang kat IPSAH. cikgu Bi inthe making..


Syun or Ilyasa Syun.currently tercmpak kat U.S.A..Tennesse.Engineer in the making...



sbnarnye rmai ag kkwan ak....ak ni ssah nk cri kwan..jdi..mmg ssh nk dpat kwan bru....bnyak cite psal dorg yg ak mmg xbley lpe...
tpi...ak mmg bersyukor dpat jmpe dorg sume mse ak mmg btul2 prlukan sokongan dlam hidop..tnpe dorg ak xtau la cmne ak skang...
diorng mmg TERBAIK...


so...bile da jauh2 ni....kitorng terpakse stand by our own feet..like it or not...
kitorng mmng mnje ssme kitorng...ak ingt ag..lau ak dmam mse kat mtrix dlu...dorg akn dtg ktok pintu blik ak tiap2 kli dorg abes klas...tnye ak da mkn ke lom?..ubat dah telan ke blom?...mcm2 r....dh mcm mak ak da membebel je....tpi tu yg buat ak rse ckop dmnje...even dorg xdpat wat ak shat tpi..dorg dpt ak rse dsyangi.....mcm2 bnde yg wat ak rse dorg mcm family ak.....yg pnting bile ak dlam ksusahn dorng akn stay kat ak....ak bkn bdak snang n stakat ni hdop ak mmg bnyak ujian....tpi stakat ni...dorng slalu ad....
n ak pon try jdi camtu gak tok dorg....


ak jdi sayu ble a'a tepon ak. die dmam truk gak...tpi ak xde kat die tok makesure die da mkn ubat..rehat ckop..lgi la bile dgr die cite psal kkwan baru die kat sne wat xtau je die dmam ke x...ak tau yg die bkn ank mnje...tpi...bile kat tmpat org..jauh dri family..kite mmng perlukn friend's support...bnde kcik cmni akn wat kite better..


yg uniknye..kitorng ber4 dilande dmam yg truk gak sjak msuk u...ak ngn Qiela yg 1st dserang dmam..then izy plak...lastly a'a.....
mmsing rindu.....
xsabo rsenye nk blik Segamat....nk sgt jmpe dorng...

ni laa die buah ati ak...

 gambo ni xckop bsar....tpi (dri kiri:izy,ak,a'a,n qiela)




miss u babe!!!
  

HUJAN.......

Hujan....

bgi ak...hujan ni rahmat...tu yg slalu kite dgr...hujan trun dgn rahmat Tuhan...rezeki wat sluruh penghuni Bumi....arini ujan kat bumi Batu Pahat ni....

as personally lak...ak ske hujan...sejuk..best je lau nk tido wat sejam due....hehehehe...tu la keje utame ak lau hujan2 ni....yela...malaysia ni bkan pernah trun salji pon kn...lau hujan tu da kire heaven la....
tibe-tibe teringat lak kat umah ak kat segamat....dulu2..tiap-tiap kali ujan...ak ngn adik2 ak slalu mndi ujan kat lman umah...dulu best la...umah ak jauh dri org...so...lau kitorg adik bradik berkubang pon xde org nmpk....
tpi slalunye mak mesti x bgi ak ngn adik2 mndi ujan...tpi lau ad abah bru dpat lesen....
hahahhaha...abah mmna mnjekn kitorng.....bile mak garang...abah lak ok je...cool je...
tiap2 kli ujan lbat je..ak msti cari alasan nk bsuh kereta.....bkan nk bsuh sgt pon...nk main ujan je lbey.....

klaka bile ingt blik kngn dulu2...mcm2 bnde ak wat....ak dak yg degil gak r....tpi ak ni xrmai jiran n geng kat kmpong....ak ni kire lone ranger r....
tpi sbelim ak pndah segamat...ak dok kat Yong Peng dri kecik...n kat situ...ak mmng byk kawan.....main msak2..ting2...lubang kancil...lontar selipar..mcm2 r aktiviti harian ak....
tpi yg xbley ak lupe....pngalamn hmpir lmas ak kat kolam blakang umah ak...seram gile...
nsib baik r....ad org tolong...abang tu antara yang pling tue gak antara kitorng...sbab nk ikut die mmncing r ak tjatuh kat dlam kolam tu...

bnyak knangn ak kat tmpat tu...tpi syg gak r ak pndah....lau x msti kitorng membesar same2...pas kat situ..ak pndah Segamat...n bermula la semua kisah hidup ak kat segamat....

Segamat ad knangn n cerita die yg sendiri....
Yong Peng tmpat ak knal ap itu hidup..n Segamat yg ajar ak jaln hidup...

welcome..me n Ramadan

HYE!! arini 1 Ramadhan...xsngke da stahun kita tgglkan Ramadhan yg dulu...tiap2 kali puasa ak akn puasa dgn hepi....tapi thun ni things have changed to my life....dri ap yg ak ingt....ak start puase..mse umor ak 7thun.....hehehe..tpi tbuk2 la...and stiap thun..mak ak msti msk sdap2 time bbuka...time tu hepi gile...


tpi.....mse bulan puase thun 2007...mse tu ak umo 16 thun...tu la first puase ak tnpe mak ak...sbab mak ayah ak seperate....so tu la first time ak msak sndiri tok bbuka...klaka gak bile ingt blik...sbab ak dduk ngn Abah...so..nk xnk..ak msti msak in order to survive...hahahahha...ak try msak cam mak ak slalu buat....tpi...slalu gak r fail...tpi..Abah slalu ckap ak msak sdap.....and..mse time Raye thun tu pown ak blaja beraye ngn Abah je...no complete family anymore...mmg time tu bru ak tau nape rmai org sayu bile dgr takbir raye....


mmg sgt sdey....klau dlu..mlm rye kitorg stu fmily akn dok bork2..bce Yaasin...kmas umah...tpi thun tu..mmg lain gile...umah mmg klam...kitorg wat persiapan pon ala kadar je....Abah msak rendang..msak lemang...tu la first time kitorng wat sume bnde tu sndiri...


tpi life getting better for the next year...


hidop ak ngn Abah mkin ok thun demi thun....ak pon da rse selesa ngn hidop ak......


tpi...

ujian dtg lagi....puasa thun 2009..puasa terakhir ak ngn Abah....Raya thun 2009 gak Raya terakhir ak ngn die.....
31Mac 2010....
tarikh yg akn ak ingt.....tarikh ni la mnandakan ak hilang llaki yg pling bermakna dalm hidop ak.....
hidop ak berubah lpas tu....
ak kne mnerima kenyataan yg die dah xde...tgglkn ak n adik2....
n thun ni....ak sambut blan Puasa tnpe die....
thun lpas ak study kat matrix mse bulan puase....brape kali he ak dpat blik berbuka ngn Abah...sbab ak pikir...thun dpan still ad lgi pluang ak nk buka puase ngn die....
tpi.....the reality is...thun lpas la thun terakhir ak Puase ngn die....ak xdpat pon nk msakkn mknan feveret die time bbuka...
rse sayu je....
klu dulu die ad...tpi skang...die da pergi....
klu dulu stiap kli rye..ak akn slam tgn die...n mnx ampun dri die..n die akn cium dahi ak....tpi thun ni..ak just bley tgk nisan die je....n berdoa yg die akn maafkan sgale dosa ak...


klu dlu..ak ngn die siapkan bnga rmpai tiap2 mlm rye tok kubur Nenek..tpi thun ni..ak akn dduk dan buat bnda yg sme tok die....
dlu...ak dduk kat tepi kubur Nenek ngn die bce Yaasin..tpi skarang...ak n adik2 akn dduk kat tepi kubur die...bce Yaasin tok die....


klu ini ujian Allah tok ak....ak akn terima ngn sekuat hati...
ak sntiasa berhrap yg satu hari nnti kitorg skeluarga akn rse mnisnya pahit yg kitorng rse skarang....


ad ayt yg ak ske..

IF LIFE GIVE YOU LEMON YOU MAKE IT LEMONADE

so...ak kne accept apepon yg jdi dlam hidop ak ngn rse syukur sbab Allah syg kat ak....

tu yg membe ak slalu ckap.....

so..enuff for today....

WELCOME RAMADHAN!!!

we miss u so much Abah...