jodoh

jumpe benda ni kat FB..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

jodoh tu misteri..ko pusing satu dunia pon sebab nak cari yang lain..kalau tu jodoh ko xkemane gak.

pregnant

stumble across this last night.

credit to Yard, written by DenaBahrin

it really depressing to admit the fact that you are not like anyone else. and there's a people who judge us like they are God.

it become more depressing for me now that my sister is married and its feel like a race for me.

just remember your words hurt. u don't know how much they are struggle to get pregnant. it's not because they are infertile , it is not their time yet.

pernah dulu masa baru kahwin kawan baik aku pernah pesan..

"jangan risau sangat..let the nature do their work..janji ngan aku jangan consume any product"

reason why she talk to me like this..because her sister had tried all sort of 'fertile product' just to get pregnant, thanks to all the 'medical opinion' from all sort of people who easily judge by the rule 

"dah setahun kawen, xkan xpregnant lagi.xsubur la tu"

n as the result..the product make her womb extremely fertile and she needs to undergo surgery or else she will get cancer.!! but..Allah did granted her wish..after 3years of marriage they get a healthy baby boy.

u never know guys. He knows best for you. doa yang baik2 utk dorang..bukan put the blame on us.

n for those who are so busy why i am not pregnant yet..here is my answer..

KO INGAT SENANG NAK BUAT ANAK??!

aren't we too cute to have a babies yet? :)

MAY ENTRY (1)

ok.this month..kitorang dapat family baru!!!

yeah..dapat adik ipar baru..adik no 2 aku nak kawen.!
Alhamdulillah..sampai pon jodoh budak gemok tu.

so..sume orang tengah busy gile sebab nak setel kan sume benda..majlis kawen die 6&7 mei ni..so..tingal dalam 2-3 hari je lagi..aku rasa lagi nervous dari si gemok tu.haahaha

tapi sume nye ok je..seronok jugak..



gubahan ni idea aku..so..berminat? PM tepi. :)

april madness

april datang lagi.

2016.

alhamdulillah..life is getting better.
ya. hidup makin o.k utk family aku..mak ayah aku n adik2 aku.
kalau kau terase sakit hati merah mata dengan segala yang kitorang rasa.
here's the few things u need to realize..

we were born and raised by our parents only.
so..they have every damn right in our life. not u.
we were rude but our parents thought us how to respect people. even u don't deserve that.

so.step back from us.
i am warning u.

after so long

been too long.

don't have any idea.but i miss writing nonsense here.

pre wedding la sangat.

teringin lak tetibe nak wat sesi outdoor..dulu mase majlis xterpikir sebab malas..aku nak layan tetamu mase majlis aku..nak borak mesra ngan yang datang..that's why aku jmpot xramai n very intimate..sebab nak rase melepak ngan kekawan before our life's changing..

tapi bile dah kahwin..gatal lak.tetiap kali gi tempat yang cantik, we took photo. sweet photo.

gambo kat ats ni kat UTHM je.haha.

gi bayar transkrip terus bergambo..haha.mase konvo dulu xsempat agipon mase tu xkan la ak nak wat aksi camni..haha.HARAMMMM..

so..next bucket list.

GET PREGNANT AND HAVE OUTDOOR PHOTOSHOOT.

bile pregnant org x komplen gambo ak gemok.hahahaha.

"we had fun just messing around and being awkward, like they would be awkward.

there's always that stage in friendship, when u wonder it can be more."

                                                        Emma Watson

random hotness

TJ

actually i've met him before.

mase tu arwah atok aku sakit kat hospital..n kebetulan sebelah katil kitorang ade one of the police yang accident..n xsilap aku..that guy one team ngn TJ..n TJ was visiting him n talked to him..so..i saw him with my own eyes..

n of course..he is so handsome!!!n he is so down to earth.he's one of a kind.

proud to be johorean.hehehe


n till now..i can't stop my fan-girl squeak when i see his picture..n make my hubby give me a deadly gaze..hahaha..