We are moving on

Pagi tadi..bukak instagram.saje..main stalk org yang ade dlam insta ni..

Tetibe aku perasaan something.n bende ni buat aku terpikir something.

Maybe...kitorang dah jumpe the other half of us.

Bende ni refer pade my previous relationship with someone.

We dated for a month only. But...both of us agreed that we never meant for each other..We took our different path..yeah..i took my recovery period too...there's time in that period i wish to have back that relationship...thankfully..i didn't did that..

N years later..we are still friend..not good but friend.n we have our own relationship now.n happy.

Actually..i really want to say thank you to that person...cause you never afraid to say the word that kind of hurting me back then.back at the time...i was so angry at you..because u clearly said what u felt about us..i thought u are the bad guy..u were bad..it actually hurting my ego..cause i felt lost.lost to u..

But now.. we are happy.i don't know how long this relationship will last..but i hope u'll wish for my happiness just like i did now..

Untuk sesape yang trap dalam situasi serba salah nak cakap ape yang kite rase kat our partner..say it..cause you maybe stop their happiness in the future..or your happiness..

It may hurting them.lagi2 yang dah bertahun bersama...hati ni bukan paksaan..kite xdpat nak jangka ape yang akan jadi..Tapi..tu la sekurang-kurangnya kite jujur..jujur dengan diri sendiri dan juga orang yang mempercayai setiap ape yang kite lakukan..

Everyone deserve the happiness..jangan takot..sebab..ini hidup kite..kite yang buat pilihan..

P/s: hikmah disebalik bnde ni bkan nye kite nmpak serta merta...hehe...pade the other one...i still see u as my betrayer.yeah.you.!

bosan

selamat hari buruh kepade sesape yang bekerja.

arini aktiviti memenatkan kakiku dan kaki Inchek.
bile muka da monyok baru kite pulang ke pangkal jalan.
keluar masuk kedai.keluar masuk kedai.
die pon naik fed-up.aku ni barang xbeli pon.keluar masuk tetiap kedai cam gaye nak beli.
saba la ye..sebab fulus da kontang.
nanti elaun fulus masuk..aktiviti ni activated balik kay??

well..masuk bulan ni da dekat 4 bulan aku lepas title student.n aku pon da menetap kat pasir gudang da.xbalik2 lagi batu pahat.
sebenarnye..banyak benda yang aku rindu.
rindu nak hangout kat bp mall.layan movie kat wayang every 'ade-duit' week.
rindu time tido yang tiada halangan dan sempadan.most of it.hepi hidop aku.

kat sini..ye.aku bahagia.aku duduk ngan mak.masalah duit memang xde.makan pon cukup.
alhamdulillah.
but...deep down.i am lonely.tu yang Inchek jadi mangsa.
i am being more sensitive and emotional.sampai die pon bosan nak layan.
ade satu minggu tu..kerja aku xabes ngan merajuk.cakap sikit merembes air mate.jeling sikit ati sebak.
perrggghhh.
cam tisu bhai.

then..aku pon kaji.kaji.kaji.
conclusion die..aku bosan.sebab aku xde kawan.yana jauh.wahid xyah cite la.kat sini aku ade die je as kawan.kawan lepak.
tapi..die pon xtahan nak lepak selalu.he's got work.
nasib baik aku gi keje.even praktikal..kepenatan yang aku rase kurang buat aku sunyi.

point to made is..even..you have a most caring-romantic-romeo like boyfriend..you still need a friend.
pade aku...with friend i can being whatever i want to be, i can say whatever i wanna say.
bukan nye aku nak cakap Inchek aku membosankan.he such a great guy n i love him..really.but...i still need my friend to be crazy.yeah.i need to laugh.laugh out LOUD!!

sangat bosan sampai aku pon tulis benda yang bosan.ciao.!


p/s:Inchek kat sebela men game aku kat sebelah hapdet blog.see.that's what i said i have a best boyfren EVA!!!