hidup yang berubah

sedo x sedo..kitorang tengah melangkah ke depan dalam hidop kitorang.memasing da ade plan ngan hidop memasing.
balik lepak..tetibe..aku rase..aku rindu.rindu ngan zaman kitorang kosong ngan mase depan.
life full with curiosity mase tu..

tapi..dengan xsedo dirinye..hidop aku tengah berjalan ke depan..

so...i dedicated this to my best friend.MIRA.

she lost someone very precious to her.recently.aku xdapat nak datang ziarah.aku sempat call je.rase bersalah sebab she was there when that things happened to me.she was there hold me crying like baby that day.but..i was not there for her.i am so sorry.

lek..aku paham ape yang ko rase sekarang.people always tell us to be strong.but..during this time..we absolutely can't.but..for sake of people..we should be.
ko pon tau kan..yang aku xpandai nak pujuk orang..say something yang boleh sejukkan ati orang..aku bukan gen.hehe.tapi..aku harap..ko kene selalu ingat yang aku selalu ade tok ko..walaupon mase aku call ko..aku je banyak bercakap..sebab..aku xmo ko ingat bende tu..aku nak react normal depan ko..macam xde ape yang jadi..u know what..it helped.

cry sayang.it helped.nangis la sampai ko rase puas..sebab lepas ni..ko da xboley nangis..banyak lagi yang akan datang..lepas ni ko kene jadi kuat..kuat tok dorang..

so..hidop kite bergerak.die xkan berhenti.kite yang kene pilih samada nak gerak gaye ape..merangkak?berjalan?berlari?....


al-fatihah tok arwah mama mira.

hey you.

"Never Knew I Needed"

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing,
For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
My accidental happily,Ever after

 The way you smile and how you comfort me,With your laughter

 I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea,When you were here
You the best thing I never knew I needed,That I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always,Now it's so clear
Who knew that I could be
So unexpectedly
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Boy, you're the best
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Now it's so clear, I need you here always 

 

 

#i really do meant it.best thing i never knew i needed.you.

edited from 'NEVER KNEW I NEEDED by Ne-Yo'

today

being in relationship ni kekadang ajar kite memacam.
perangai kekadang jadi cam bebudak.kekadang matang yang amat melampau.

hormon pon jadi cam bangang.


simple explanation.relationship ni best.but sometimes..your emotion da start celaru biru die jadi cam xbpe nak best..sebab mase tu korang nak nangis but at the same time korang akan ketawe..sounds familiar?

geram melampau bile ape yang korang cube sampaikan partner korang ni xpaham.tapi..korang xboley nak merajuk lelame..takot dorang kate korang ni childish.merengek je keje.

tapi beb...pikir logik k..there must be a reason why she behave that way.why she wants u more than anything else.why she frequently repeated something she doesn't usually said.

simple.because she totally wants it that way.the way she wants.

after all..time and distance don't matter when u really miss someone.an hour,a minute..as long as u can see their faces.this rule apply when u really miss someone.maybe when u love someone.


and.i think i knew the answer for now.it's okay for now.











p/s: in case u've forgot..i've already told u before..i am looking for someone who can be there when i really need him.and the day is today.