the truth of pretender: jauh tpi dkat??dkat tpi jauh??

heylooo..

ak ni tgh kpningn sbab esok ak ad test statistik ni..ntah cmne la esok ye..ak just hope yg ak x akn hncurkan paper test ak tok sem ni..siyesly dowh..mmg agk hncur gak r..eko..marketing..herm..ape la ak ni..tpi cmne nk wat..ak prlu mse ag nk adapt ngn subjek yg mmrlukan concentration yg sgt mndlam ni..ak bkn nk ckp ap tpi lau subjek yg kne bce bku cam encyclopedia ni mmg klmhan utame ak..tpi lau kne tkan kalkulator tu..bkn expert tpi ak smngat nk study..rndu nk blja math pastu wat tutor math yg berlmbk..huwaaaa!!!

kite biar jap cite ketakpuasaan ati ak kat course ak kt sini..sbab da slah sndri..mse ad chance nk jdi engineer dlu..mmain..skang pdan mke kne amek course yg mnyimpang dari norma fizik..kui3..

tgh sdap ak mnghayal mse lecturer ak sembang psal HRM tdi..ak terpkir..

mne yg lgi sakit:

-jatuh pokok or jatuh hati

mne yg lgi parah:

-ptah tgn or ptah hati

mne lgi berat:

-hilang duit or hilang prasaan

jgn nk wat conclusion yg ak da kne virus cinta ye..lom ag..lom smpai seru ye..sje je terpkir..sbab ak lom ag ad pnglaman yg pnuh dlm bab lovey-dovey ni..kekeke..btol ye..

pastu search ag..lpak2 tgk youtube and facebook..pastu ak tgk video band kwan baik ak perform..mmg ak bngge ngn die..sbab die wat stu lgu jepun..based ap yg die ckp lgu tu pnye lyrics die yg wat..tpi ak ni mmg xprnh blajo jepon so..ak xpham la lgu tu psal ap..tpi papepon..I AM PROUD OF U BRO!!

then search ag..ttbe ak terdgr mmbe ak bkak stu lgu ni..Avenged Sevenfold pnye track..Dear God..smooth gile music..best r..so ak pon search r lyrics lgu ni..bce2..rupe2nye lgu ni psal long distance relationship..

ak mmg no komen psal hal ni..as far yg ak pernh rse..korg kne tol2 cye kat partner korg..ak rse klu cnta da ad..rse prcaye automatik akn ad..so mmg xkn tmbul probs jles ngn makwe or pakwe korg la ye..sbab korg da cye kat die..da syg kn..so klu nk gtal jeles mmg rse nk lmpang je r..ad je yg kecundang tpi ad gak yg berakhir ngn kbhagiaan ala2 fairy tale..based die mmg r trust towards each others r kan..

bile ak blek2 history ak..ad gak mmbe ak yg rse pngalamn ni..ad yg hepi..ad gak yg sorrow..its depends la ea..

so..let it be my motivation la ye..pngjaran tok ak nnti..tpi..

ntahla..ak pon xtau ak lgi prefer yg jauh ke dkat..sbab..bile umo da mningkat ni..ak da xnk lgi..mmain ni..even umor ak xla tue mne pon..tpi..ak da xnk ag involve ngn relationship yg 'just dating' ni..bkn ap..wasting time la wei..wasting money pon ye gak..dri kite dting2 wat habeskn beras..bek dating ngn buku..snang ati n prut..

ak ske lau jauh ni..ak xla cpat sgt rse bosan ngn die..yela..klu keje jmpe je..xbnyk bnde yg nk cite..nk share..then ak tkut bile sme2 da rse bosan..so..C.L.A.S.H..mmg la..bnyik cam bkn cinta je..tpi..ntahla..bgi ak lau jauh2 tu..advantages tok die ngn ak gak..social life ngn kkawan xdela dgnggu sgt..yela..korg dpt spent time sme rate ngn kwan n boypren korg..lgipun bile korg ad discussion ngn mmat lain..pakwe korg pon kurg la rse pnas hati..bile ttbe kwan bf korg blik dri library nmpak korg tgh dok discussion ngn mmat yg bf korg bengkeng..kn kurg stu faktor brlakunye prang teluk..kurg skit hati..lgi stu bile jauh ni..sng rndu..and dpt la korg mnje lbey2 bile cik abe korg dtg mlawat..pastu dpt la tayang cik abe kat mmbe korg..pastu yg best lgi..dptla manfaatkn invention of skype kn??

tpi bile dpt pakwe yg dkat ni..best gak..ye r..dpt gak gi dating slalu..ye r..mngeratkan hubungn..lgi stu sng korg nk try usha sspe yg ad ati kat pakwe korg..then dpat r korg kepit pakwe korg smbil jlan kat dpan girls yg ad ati lat pakwe korg..bru pdan mke die..haha..lgi stu..bile korg ad emergency case..korg ad backup..ad sokongn yg terdkat..well..tu la gnenye pakwe kn..supporters..he can make ur bad day feels much better, right??

tpi as for org cm ak..

-be the smile when i was down..

-be the pail that collect my tears..

-be the shoulder to cry on..

-be the tour guide in my journey..

-be the forecaster in my day..

-be the missing pieces in my puzzles..

-be the clown in my circus..