friends..what isi it to mat???

helloo..


shari bersme mat bermula ag...nothing much going on r arini..ckup r nk wat ati ak pnas berapi..siyesly..arini..supposely ak da setel present..tpi..postpone ari isnin pgi..wei..ak nk blik r wei..korg sngaje kn??? jeles sbab ak nk blik awal kn?? da tu ap ag yg korg nk?


arghhh!!


ak xkire ak nk gak ngamuk..pnas ati ak xabes ag ni..gram tol r ak..t yg kne nagging ngn mak ak bkn korg..ak gak r yg nk kne susun ayt..haih!!korg bkn nye tau btape hbatnye kkuatan bebelan mak ak..huih!!sgt hbat..tolong la pham...


tu bru psal presentation yg kne postpone..xpe..ak da ley stelkn da probs yg ni..yg ag stu ni mmg ley wat ak ting-tong..siyes..ting-tong-ting-tung...


bile some probs yg involve people around ak..ak mmg jdi lbey emo..emo..??


ak xske bile ak kne terase ati ngn org yg ak syg..since ak mmbesar..parents ak divorced..ak lbey rpat ngn kkwan..sbab..hdop ak dulu just kat skola n kat umah..bile ak gi skola..ak ley lupe everything yg jdi kat umah n hidup ak mse tu..xde ap pon yg mmbe2 ak wat..they just there..besides me..siyesly..mse first time parents ak split..none of my friends knew that..after a year..bru dorg tau..sbab bgi ak..hdop ak change everytime ak gi skola..n pndg dorg..tgk dorg ktawa..tgk dorg gado2..nice..


so..since tu r ak become more close to my friends..jgn terkejut r lau ak mention yg ak ag close ngn kkwan..in terms of..sharing story n problem r..sbab slame ak hdop ni..ak mmg slalu jmpe kwan yg ak rse ak ley cye..yg ley wat ak hepi..


bile ak da syg org...ak akn try wat ape je yg dorg suroh ak wat..xkire r ap..as long as it logik n ak dpt wat..ak xkesah...


contohnye...


lau korg suroh ak kuar blikan ubat bile korg skit mmlam..slagi ak rse ak ley wat ak akn cube..ak akn try smpai la ak dpt ubat tu..


lau korg tensen..n nak lpas tensen..call je r bile2..insya-allah ak angkat..then lau pastu nk suroh ak nyanyi lgu Negaraku kol 3 pagi pon ak snggup..asalkan korg hepi..


mgkin ngn adanya ak..xla wat problems korg blah..at least die ley tolong wat probs tu jauh cket dri korg..huhuhu..


ak bkn nk ckp ak baik o ap..ak pon ad side yg trok sbgai kwan..ak ad mulut yg teramat jhat..siyes jhat..ak lau ak start mncarut mmg kcian r mreka..heheehe..


ak xkesah r da..slame ak jdi kwan..ak da cbe yg terbaek tok dorg..ak xhrap pape da kt dorg..sng cite..ak just mnx korg be nice to each other r ea..ak xmntak bnde yg mewah2..ak xske bile kkwan ak msam mke between each other..siyes xske..sbab korg akn wat ak rse serba slah n pning..ak mmg xske org wat ak pning..


ak bkn type yg snang nk rpat ngn org..tpi lau da ad yg skepala ngn ak..mmg ak lyan r..then..ley r jdi rpat ngn ak..


huh..ok..da lpas skit da..(sebenonye..da ngntuk da ni..)


ak rse ak nk quit r basketball tu..lpas da pkir leklok..better kot quit..so..AP KATE SURVEY??
PATOT X MAT QUIT FROM BASKETBALL???!!


kite tnggu jwpan die mnggu dpan..eh..lpe lak..yg mnggu dpn ak xde kat sini..so..line wifi xde..fb off..blog off..alien off..hahahaha..nk blik cri ktenangn..


ni ak upload gmbo sket..aktiviti ak ngn nor wat kat bp mall tdi..

ni gmbo nor lyan karoke..siyes best..smpai skit tkak kitorg mlalak..

ok..say cheese before kuar karoke..

ni die muvie yg ak lyan tok mnggu ni..smart..3D tuuuu..ak ske brung kuning tu..

official poster..

slipar bru ak..amcm??ermm..ak nk ckp gak cntik..huhuhu

p/s: terjmpe poster ni kt dpan adidas..messi..bile la ak ley tgk messi men kat uthm..???errmmm..

bile mat geram???

hell-oo

msuk2 dashboard ak speechless..

bkak posting..ak blur..

ttbe teringat bnde yg jdi mlm tdi..lau rjin sile rujuk post ak yg sblum ni..sile tgk di p/s..

part tu yg wat ak cam nk hntak pale kat atas katil je smalm..

HUARRRRGGGHHHH!!!

ak xtau lak yg blog ni dibace oleh cik alien...

malu gile sye...da la die bce post mse ak tgh bengang..

agk2 die bce snsorg ke ngn kkwan die..???

agk2 die bce stu entry je ke or sume skali entry ak...???

ak bkn ap..yg wat ak rse nk hntak pale ak kat tilam..sbab mlm tdi..ak ckp yg entry ak xde kaitan ngn die..tpi bile pkir2 blik..mmg ad skit r entry ak tu psal die..bkn yg ni

ARRGGGHHHH!!

ak nk ckp smlm..tpi ak bengang..ak xmo die pkir yg ak mrah kt die...even mmg ad skit r mrah tu..tpi ak mlas nk bsar2 kn..sbab ak ngn die kn kwan je..ak bkn makwe die..n ak xde hak nk jeles or mrah or..ape2 jela..die nk kuar ngn bape rmai org pon tu hak die..so ak mlas nk lpas gram..gram ak smlm sebenonye bkn kat die je..

50% kat someone yg i dont want to mention his name.

30% kat hdop ak.

10% is my mom.

10% kat alien.

thats all..tpi yg pling kuat yg 50% tu je r..then mse ak tgh gram..ak pndg mke die..tu yg ak tnjuk mke ketat..sbab ak mmg tgh pnas ati..thats y..ak xske the angry version of me..look very horrible..n ak akn skitkn ati or kecikkan ati org kliling ak..ak xske..

cam smalam..ak tgh pnas mse terbce something..then ak tros pnas berapi kat alien..sebenonye bnde tu xpnting pon..tpi..bile tgh skit ati..ak mmg xley control..tpi bile da sjuk..ak pkir2 blik..ak gak yg slah...so sorry la ye..x sngaje nk mrah...tpi mlm tu da cool down da..siyesly...da xde pape ag da..

ni la ak smalm mse die ckp die bce blog ak...-_-"

p/s:mat xmrah...gram je..

april days

huilooo!!!

at last...da siap da mostly keje2 ak tok mnggu ni..alhamdulillah..maybe dlm mnggu ni ak da ley stel kn sume jnis presentation yg ad dlm jadual hdop ak ni..lega...


psychology industry..human resource..marketing..fuhhh..lega abes r..nk wat slide je da seksa..sentap ati mak, nak....hahahahhaa..


ak bile da siap sgale male ni mle r ati tu gtal nk blik..da lme wo x blik..windu umah tu...hahahaa..


tpi..bile tdi lin ckp something kat ak...

'coach ckp..lau sspe miss training kne penalty..1 ari 20 round court..'

apakah???   "-,-

yg wat ak bengang nk mati ni...mnggu lpas die da ckp da yg mnggu ni..xde training..jdi ak ni ngn pnoh rse excited pon call my mom..then gtau kt my lil' bro..yg ak nk blik..dorg mmg da excited da bile dgr ank yg ad kt rantauan nk kmbali pulang...

(ayt mmg da mcm ak dok kat obesi da..)

then ak call my mom..bkn men brapi ag mak ak bile ak xjdi nk blik ag mnggu ni...before this die syco ak pki ayt sdey...tdi..die syko ak pki ugut lak...

'ko nk blik ke nk mak than duit blnje ko??!!'

oleh sbab ak ni sorg ank yg baik..xpe r.ak snggup kne lari 40 round pon..agpon mmg ak da rndu abes da ni ngn adik ak yg llaki tu...cian die..keje call ak then ckp ak tipu die sbab ak xjdi blik..sdey siooott..

last week ak gi tgk bola UTHM lwan KKKB(kolej komuniti kpale batas)..kat stadium uTHM r..

mmg gmpak r..ak dtg agk lmbt gak r..bese r..mmasing nk bersiap mmg lmbt..ak gi ngn nor, lin n jgak kwan lin..yana x ikot sbab die kne food poison..yana kene food poison??

then..kitorg pon gi r tgk match tu..mmg siyes gmpak...habes gnas r dorg men..da r lately ni ak mmg kcian tgk org jtuh2 bile tgh sport..cian dowh..ak da rse da..siyes..skitt..aritu ak train...skali dak ni bling bola tepat kt mke ak kn..mmg piaowww r..sgt sdap...hahaha..berair mte ak..

lpas mreka berusaha shabis baik...akhirnye...UTHM mng.. 2-1...hahahaha...mmg gmpk sbab..stu stadium bersorak n pnoh emosi tgk diorg main kat pdg..mmg klaka..on the same time ngilu gak r ak tgk dorg men..smpai gdoh2 smate...siyes gmpk..yg tgk pon mmg rmai dak u ak..so..mmg mng sorak r kitorg..ak pon dok gak kt ats stadium tu..so..mmg rse r feel tu..slame ak tgk bola..ni r first time ak tgk scare live..mmg habes gmpk r...siyesly dowh...jap ea..ak upload ggmbo..

ak ske gmbo ni..nmpk smart je abg ngn akak kt dpan kitorg ni..comey..

ok ni selingan je...comey kn..???

kusyuk abes mmasing...


pas da abes tgk bola..me n the geng..lpak2 then blik..ye r kn..ari sabtu..free day tu..tpi mlam tu kitorg gi mlpak kat TF lak..ad karnival..so sje..nyibukkan diri kat situ...


mmg ak bngge la dgn pncapaian diri ak slame ni..hahahahaa...


sbnarnye entry da hang agk lme kt dlm draft..maklumla..bru nk edit..then dtg sorg..bru nk edit ag skit..line probs..bru nk touchup ag..chat box bnyi..ssah kn jdi ak..hahahaha..btw..ad something happen n i want to share..but..nntila..sbab..pas ni..ak da free!!!!!!!!!!!!...












p/s:quit playing games with my heart...if u want someone to talk to..i am always here..if u need shoulder to cry on..i am here for u..but..please..stop..if u just want make my heart broken...i am tired..dont make me feel i am neglected just because i am the one who like u..please appreciate me.. -_-"

for my ABAH

"Slipped Away"

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere you're not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same no..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oh...

I miss you 

my little friend..(najib,ben,bubu,cutie pie bear)

huik2!!


smlam ak kuar gi BP mall tgk wyg..even xde duit yg mncukupi..tpi..outing kli ni di fully sponsored by my friend..yeah!!fully sponsored ok..ye r..die yg ajk ak gi..so..ak gi je r..but he need to sponsored me..sbab ak da ckp awl2..yg ak xde duit..


die ajk ak pon sbab nk tmn die cri adiah kwan die..yg slebihnye..kitorg lpak2 je r..n ak dpt gak r hadiah kuar teman die..a cute little bear..nk snap gmbo xsmpat lak smalm..siyes comey..nme die..cutie pie bear..mnggu ni je da ad 2org mmbe ak blikn ak bear..so..anyone??


ermm..ok..lau xnk bgi xpe..sspe yg xknal ak mngkin xplik bgi dorg pompuan mnat soft teddy bear..tpi spe yg knal ak on the outside..mmg akn ckp...

'mat jmbu siot!!mnat bear..jmbu dowh mat!!'

hahahaha..sbab on the outside ak ni agk rough n tough..(tough???)so..slalunye org cm ak mmg ssah nk mnat kat bnde bsar yg berbulu ni..huhuhuhu..tpi ak len skit r..collection ak skang ni ad 4ekor bear..najib, ben, bubu, cutie pie bear..t ad mse ak try upload ggmbo my little friend ni ea..tpi yg pling ak syg..ben r..even ben ni ak bli sndri..tpi ak lgi syg die..sbab die yg pling lme dlm simpanan r..n die very soft..ak ske pnyek2 die bile tido ptg..huhuhu..

najib lak..sbab die ni soft toys yg kecik..and die ni bkn ad kpas kat dlm bdn die..tpi a kind of plastic bead gak r..and die very kecik..dlu zman matrix..mmbe ak slalu pnyekkn bdn die..then part kpale die akn kmbung..comey..pastu mmbe ak ckp..najib ni pndgr yg bek..sbab die just ad tlinge je..xde mulut..huhuuhu..

yg blakang tu my ben..yg dpn tu r najib..the soldier one..owh..i miss him..

after that bru r dtg bubu ngn cutie pie bear..xpe bnyk ag mse nk beramah msre ngn dua lagi bear ni..huhuhu..

smlm mmg ak hepi gile..nope..bkn sbab ak dpt kuar ngn kwan ak ye..tpi ak jmpe brg yg mmg ak cri since 3thun dlu..

xsngke gile ak jmpe bnde ni smalm..beratus kali gi BP mall but smalm bru jmpe...huhuhuhuhu..

movie yg ak tgk smlm..bleh la..yg ak bnci tu ad scene yg ak rse nk pluk org je..haila..

outing..Ayer Itam..

uik2!!


arini..ak da submit pon assignment ak ke lecturer ak yg sgt la tercnta tu..ye..akhirnye..da berjye gak..even ak tkot die reject je assignment tu..siyesly..ak tkot kot..


ok..everytime ak da siap assignment or bebas skit dri belenggu hdop..ak akn..ye...btol..ENJOY!!!!


arini pnye destinasi..kite ke AYER HITAM!!!!

ye..kite gi lpak kt Ayer Hitam..ap yg ad kat sini???


well..korg mmg xkn jmpe r pnggung wayang or outlet KFC n McD kat sini..tpi..sspe yg mnat ngn interior designer..sini r syurga korg..lau ad sspe yg rse nk kawin n nk dpt brg gubahan hntran yg murah2..meh r sinngah sini..siyes mmg murah..(ak xtau sbab ak mmg xprnh beli..tu rumors r..)


pastu lau nk cri psu2 or brg2 aksesori tembikar kt sini mmg bnyk..lau hujung mnngu mmg bnyak r bas2 dri singapore dtg sini..kat sini pon tmpt trikan plancong gak r..tpi bgi org johor cam ak..tmpat ni mmg stu tmpat yg biase je..


tpi bgi family ak dlu..tmpat ni tmpat mesti singgah gak r lau da smpai area BP ni..mak akske tgk pasu..even dtg bnyk kali pon..die ttap rambang mte telek pasu..plik2..tpi lau arwah abah dlu gi sini sbab nk cri tumbuhan kmpung..cam kladi..ubi..adik beradik ubi..sepupu kledek..n lau ak lak..ak mmg slalu aim kat kredek je r..lain xde..adik2 ak slalu sgt bodek mak ayh ak mntak belikan dorg soft toys kt sini..tpi..bape kli je dpt..ak mmg bjak lau nk mnx brg dri mak ayh ak..ak slalu mnx mknan je kat dorg..hahaha..lau mnx mkanan sure msti dpt r..sbab lau soft toys tu bkn dpt mkn pon..huhuhu..


tpi..today ak gi ngn mmbe2 ak je..sje tmnkan dorg kuar Ayer Itam..keje gi BP mall je..arini kite lpak tmpt murah lak..hahaha..so..kuar kali ni mmg hampeh..mle2 ak da target xnk spent apepon kat sini..tpi..huhuhu..terbng gak r duit ak rm30..


selipar kuma-kuma, kerepek, candy klape, errmm..air..tmbng bas..huh..

before the journey..like always say cheese..

da smpai..say cheese and v-sign again..

yana..minah payung..

msih ngn payung..huhu

my kujau slippers..

thnx kat nor..and say hello to my new Mr. BuBu..huhuhuhuu


ok.tdi ak jmpe bnde ni..(ak copy&paste je r ye..)




beza suka and cinta..

1- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan

berdegup kencang. Tapi di hadapan orang yang kita

suka, hati kita akan gembira.

2- Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, musim

sentiasa berbunga-bunga. Di depan orang yang kita

suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

3- Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang

kita cinta, kita akan kaku. Tapi jika kita melihat

ke dalam mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan

tersenyum.

4- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi

malu. Di depan orang yg kita suka, kita akan

tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

5- Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk

berkata-kata. Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita

akan bebas berkata apa saja.

6- Kita tidak akan merenung mata orang yang kita

cinta. Tapi kita akan selalu merenung mata orang

yang kita suka.

7- Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akn

turut jua menangis. Bila orang yang kita suka

menangis, kita akan cuba untuk membuat dia gembira.

8- Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata. Perasaan suka

bermula dari telinga. Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti

menyukai seseorang yang kita suka umpama kita

membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika cuba menutup mata

cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang yang

hidup akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.

 p/s:so..ak just minat kt org je slame ni..alien..him..but..ak lom ag jmpe the one that i really love with my heart..now .. i feel much better..i am normal again..yay! i am not in love yet..

a picture says a thousands words..

holla!!


ak bru je brjaye siapkn assignment yg bleh mmecahkn kpale ak ni..best gile r..lega abes..siyes ly..esok anto..then..siapkn marketing lak..then..prepare tok HRM presentation lak..after that IO lak..pastu bru settle..tpi..jap2..ha!!interview for my effective communication class..then statistics group assignment..


ok..ad ap2 ag yg try nk mnyelit msok dlm schedule ak yg mmg hactic ni..ermm..joging for stamina..training for basketball..ermm..dating????..bile msok list ni..??huhuhu..


siyes nsib bek..i am free and independent girl..lau involve in relationship..mmg mkn ati r ak...bkn pakwe ak mkn ati..ak yg mkn ati..xdpt nk spent time llame..huhuhu..ttbe terpkir lak..cmne dorg yg ad someone time tgh blaja ni kn??


errmm..mgkin kite ley wat percubaan..??


ok..ad sspe x ngn rela ati nk jdi 'kkasih trial' mat??


anyone..??


(bnyik cengkerik...)


ok.arini..errr..actually bkn arini pon..maybe past few days..ak da terpkir idea nk wat entry ni..mse ak dok jjlan di tepian blog..ak terjmpe..blog ni..hanim awang's blog...then ak search FB die..n bile jmpe..dlm tu ad bnyk fotografi yg mmg cntik2..unik..bgi ak gmbo die mmg ad mksod tersirat..


skang bru r ak pham..cmne satu gmbar ley mggmbrkn seribu bahase..a picture says a thousands words..


jom tgk ggmbo yg mnarik di mate hati n kasar ak..jom ak wat story line skit..huhuuhu




u r alone...waiting...

i will wait until someone pick me up..

waiting for someone to find u..then one day..

you found me..

he makes u smile like sunshine..

smile sunshine..^^

he makes u feel the world is yours..feel like u can fly freely..

owh..you make me smile!!

but....something happen in ur relationship..he needs to go..

fly..if you ever come back..you find me..

there's nothing left to say..u cant stop him..n u also cant let him go..u ask him...

is it here where we ended?

separating is hard for both of u..he wants u to wait..wait for the day he come..the time when he asked for u again..

right here waiting..

u wait for him..just like he want..

i wait for you..

u wait till the day he come back and asked for u..again..


that is love..u will wait for him..with faith on him..keep believe he will come back again..


ok.thnx kat lensa hanim awang for the pic..siyes..smart..


entry ni bkn mellow mushy type ok..just nk lyan mata ak yg xtau nk ngntok..esok klas pon xpndai nk ngntok ag..






p/s:da lme xwat sesi suboh panda bersme alien mars..hukhuk..alieeennnn....(^__^)