giving up

i am okay..
i am fine..


seriously..


don't worry..


it is hard..
it is tough..


but...


it was the truth..
it was the fact..


deserve me right..


i shouldn't let myself hoping n waiting when i know it wasn't like that..
i shouldn't drag the feeling all along n let myself hurt again..


but..


after all..it was good to be brave sometimes..
after all..it teach me something..
after all..it left me with some memories that need to be washed away..again..


lastly..


thanks a lot..i had so much fun..


it's just something that always happen when u learn how to live..that is the thing that teach u to be more stronger n realize what a worlds wants from u..


this will be the last to be about u..goodbye..hope we don't  see each other again..because i don't think i can be the same person anymore.

happy mother's day..

well..eberiwan..skang ni..pluk ibu2 anda..cium la mreka..errmm..pade sspe yg da xde...doakn dorg sume supaya mdah perjlanan mreka di sana..


tnpe sorang insan nme mak..or ape2 jela yg korg pnggil...korg xkn ad kat dunia ni..tnpe ovum..sperm xkn jdi embryo..ye ank2..hehe..


so..slmt ari ibu pda sume jnis ibu kat dlm dunia ni..xkire r ibu apepon..hahaha..kidding..

that's my lovely mom with my chubby sister..hahaha..sori r mak ni jela gmbo yg ad kat dlm storage..huhuhu

outing..kluang..

hye..


yay!! i am in good mood today..very good..heehe..bese r smlm dpt lpak2 tgk bndar kluang...kui3..


credits to my loyal driver..hahahaha..x r..kwan ak..daus..sbab spent his precious time bwak ak n my rumate jjalan kliling kluang..even die pon xtau jlan..hahaha..bygkn la..2 org dak johor yg berjln johor tpi kne tnye jlan kat dak selangor psal jln johor..errr..kire xpe la kn??


well..kitorg 3org gi lpak kat kluang mall..bkn watpe pon..well..normal xtvt je r..window shopping..n lyan wayang..hehehehe..da kuar wyg bru ak pasan..ni la first time ak hangout ngn mmbe skola ak then git tgk wyg..even..ngn ZAIMAS ak pon ak lom pnah ag tgk wyg ssame..hehe..ngn ex student STS..daus la the first person..huhuhu...xpe blik cuti ni..ak akn pastikan ak pon lyan wyg ngn ZAIMAS gak..huhuhu..

gmpak dowh..smpai ternganga ak tgk..(^0^)

then..rembat secret recipes..tros blik..kitorg dinner kat pt.raja je kot..this time kite bgi chance driver plih tmpat..hahahaha...so..lpak kat kdai mkan..then bru la apek anta blik ngn slmat smpai dpn blok..hahaha..terbaik la..well..mmg best la..sgt..sbab ak dpt gak jjaln tgk bndar kluang..nk tnggu ak bwak keta sndri mmg x r..nk sewa kete lak..cam mhal je..so..sms apek ni..then jnji pyung duit mnyak..n we are on our way to kluang..hehehe..

ni taje lin..hehe..npe she named it taje..??only we know..huhu

so say welcome to taje to the family...hahahahha

craving n missing..

hai!!


ak tgh dok bosan ni..well..ak kn tgh xde bnde nk wat..nk study pon..ermm..paper ak tnggal ag stu je..then..ekonomi lak tu..ermmm..t r..ad ag smnggu ag before eko paper..hehehehe..so..skang ni tgh ENJOY TIME!!!!..jgn jeles..


ttbe tgh dok ngelamun..ak ter-craving nk mkn cheesecake lak..so..ak pon..ayt mmbe ak..nseb bek sok die pon free..yay!!!dpt la ak mrase jjalan kliling BP nek keta sok..hehehe..to daus..thnx a lot bro!!t lau ko mnang rowing..ak jnji blnje ko wyg punye...

xsbao nk tunggu esok...nk redah secret recipes...huhuhuu

cite psal kwan ni..bru ak ingt..yg ak mmg tgh missing seorg kwan ak..err..ak rndu gak yg lain tpi die antre top person r yg ak rndu..yela..skang kn mnggu exam kn..slalunye..lau ak da msuk mnggu exam ni..ak akn call die..bkn ap..lau ak mmg tgh mngalami tensen..ak just need die je..cehh..ayt da mcm die ni spesel sgt je kn..tpi cmne nk wat..die mmg spesel pon..


tpi..sem ni pnye exam ak x call die pon..last time ak bork pnjang ngn die dlm phone..time ak nk amek test ekonomi aritu..err..kire2 3 bulan lpas kot..mmg mse tu ak tgh tensen gak la..so..ak call die..even mse tu die nk gi mncing ngn kkwan die..hehehehe..mmg best la..kitorg bkn bork apepon..tpi siyesly..pas dgr je die nye sore ak tros x tensen da..hehehe..die msti wat ak glak..die wat ak lupe jap ap je bnde yg tgh wat ak tensen..




ok..xpela..t lau cite llbey kang ad yg terbce n terslah anggap lak..ehh..ak xckp ape2 or ssape k..maybe ad yg trase..well..bese r i kan rmai pmnat..(mntah drah)..kui3..

syun n yot..yg tgh dok jelir lidah tu r yot..yg jmbu abes tu la syun..my sweethearts..miss u both..

p/s:bile ak da hmpir ptus arapan je..die dtg ag..cmne ni??jgn r wat ak lmah smngt..t ko gak yg ssah..huhuhu..yot..i need u..hukhukhuk

emosi melimpah ruah..

wassup eberibodi!!


da lme gak x post entry ni..ceh..ak bkn xwat entry..ak wat..tapi just msok kat dlm draft je la..bkn ap..kkdang bile da siap stgh..pastu..bile nk bce blik..bnyak lak ayt yg terlalu open nk publish kat blog...so..xpela..simpan je dlm draft..hehehe..


sebenonye..lately ni..emosi ak diganggu oleh anasir2 luar..tu yg madang xde mood..antare anasir2 luar yg mmbuat onar kat ak..


>statistik..
>persoalan yg xde jwapan..
>soalan yang ak xdpt nk tnya..


tgk..ayt ak pon ssah nk difahami kn..sbab..ak sndri xpham ap yg jadi kat ak lately ni..


ok..kite forget lu ap yg jdi kat ak lately ni..sbab skang ni..ak da agk ok..even x ok sgt..well..brite pling hot skang ni..psal kes kmatian OSAMA BIN LADEN..


at first..inalillah-hiwainnalillahi-rojiun..even..mcm2 org dok kate psal die..smpai ak sndri pon pning mne stu yg btol..tpi die ttap mati sbgai seorg islam..n as org biasa..yg xpasti ap tujuan perjuangan beliau ak xbley nk condemn ap2..ak bab2 politik dunia ni ak xikot..sbab..err..mlas la nk mention kat sini..kang ttbe sok pagi bgun tido ak kne tngkap msuk ISA...nahas..berat nanang.....

in memory..Al-Fatihah

lau abah ak dulu..die mmg mnat ngn cite2 cmni..ak ingt ag mse Saadam Hussein mninngal dlu..mmg die pulun AlJazeera tu ari kat umah tu..mmg xbergerk die kmane2..haih..thats y..nme adik llaki ak tu Saadam..sbab die admired gile kat Saadam..sebenonye..ni ak nk gtai skit la ea..around thun ak lahir kot..thun 1991(lau slah sorry la ye..tapi yg pnting around 90's la)..mse tu Iraq yg under Saadam tu prnh gak fight ngn States..tapi Iraq mng..then..sbab mse mak ak pregnant..abah ak plan nk ltak nme Saadam kat baby yg bkal lahir tu..tpi..luckily..a baby girl was born that time..nsib baik abah ak xwat naye ltak nme ak Saadamiah..hahahahahahahahaha..


tdi tgh dok2 belek fb den..ak jmpe some article yg best gak r nk bce..cite psal sorg mmat yg ak kategorikan as bodo..bute kayu..bangang..then plbagai lagi ye..lau nk bce klik sayang bukan rahsia

well..da bce kn??opinion korg..??ntah la lau yg rgh dok view ak nye blog ni pompuan sure korg akn rse..pebende bengap beno mmat tu..n maybe lau yg tgh bce ni llaki..korg akn terdiam pkir jap..


ntahla..opinion ak..pompuan tu sgt ksian la..die nk gak tnggu llaki tu..ntah la..ak pon xtau..tapi btol gak r..to cik2 abg yg dok kat luar sne tu..brani2 kn la diri korg tu ye..sbab..xsume pompuan tu snggup tnggu..


lau dlm kes mmat ni..da sure confirm tau yg pompuan tu pon syg kat korg..so..ckp je la..ni ag nk test market..lau da btol2 ske..lau da start rse nk jdi bangang lau xde pompuan tu..ap ag..ckp je la..jgn r dowh ko biar kitorg cam kitorg ni brg x gune je..kitorg pon ad prasaan..


lau ske ckp suke..lau x ckp je la x..mmg r kitorg sdey..tpi..dri korg wat dunno bangang..lagi r kitorg skit ati..korg anggap kitorg ni mcm kitorg ni eksperimen ayt2 romntik korg kn..bile da dgn jayanye korg cairkn ati kitorg...korg blah camtu je kn..haih..


errr...ak rse ak kne stop kan..??mcm da msuk personal matters je skang ni..hehehe..ok stop..


















p/s:still ag nak tau ape kene ngn alien tu..bengang tol ak..haih..

k pop malaysian??

hello..


to all lovely people around the world..even korg x lovely pon..try r terima yg arini mse korg bce blog ni korg pretend r yg korg pon lovely people k..?


ok..smlm..mse tgh dok lyan feeling..mmbe bwah katil ak soh ak search something kat google image..

so..i am in big surprise...when in hell that this kind of group ad kat malaysia..kpop group..???


ok..jom tgk gmbr mreka ye...

ok..well..i am speechless..korg nk copy spe dowh?? 2pm??super junior??beast???


ok..here's the thing..ye ak tau..ak agk emosi skang ni..ok..bkn nk condemn ssape..but..ok la..ak mmg nk condemn pon..sbab ak ni pminat korean ok..ak agk sensitip skit..hahaha..


ok..skang ni ak nk gtau ea..knape ak mnat korean artist more than malaysian...bkn nk condemn org sndiri la ye..tpi..ad beza ckit..


1.bnde pling obvious..korg x sejambu artis korea..artis malaysia x jambu..tpi hensem..kite x dikurniakn ngn muke yg sejambu dorg..so stop ok??
2.xsume artis m'sia humble cam dorg..n xsume artis kite supporting cam artis dorg..artis korea lngsung xcover kbodohan dorg even dorg tau dorg cun or comey..dorg pure..ok??


tu just opinion ak since ak mnat korean artist ni..so..no offence..tpi siyes geli tgk gmbo dorg..

ok..24:7 tu m'sian nye group then yg kat sbelah tu 2pm..ok..see the difference now???


xpham2..haih...grab ur own identity please..
















p/s:sorry..again sorry..

the royal wedding..

salam..


well..ak slamat blik from jb ye arini..even no one care n no one needs to know..ak nk gitau kan..hahahaha..well..ni r ak..kkdang jdi someone yg shameless..hahaha..


well..this week..ad weeding of the century la yg jdi..well..mmg happening la..kbetulan ak kn kat umah this week..so dpt r tgk live broadcasting psal wedding dorg..best r..

well..dorg nye history mmg best sbab da lme sgt dorg bercinta..since zmn u dorg ag kan..dorg study stu u yg sme..so..klu la ad putera raja cam william ni kat u ak kn best???teeettttt..


well..sebenonye..ak tgh xde mood nk bork pnjg2..pnat r..no mood..in jealous..tpi xley nk jealous..statistik..HRM...then abes kn...sket ag..


















p/s:xmo ngis..xmo sdey..xmo pkir ap2..xmo ckp pape..jom lyan jozan..hope i can laugh again..